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Dark Prince
05:15 Jun 24 2011
Times Read: 432

I had dreamt of you so many times as a little girl .

And now I see you , for what you really are .

I wait for you to come to me .

And my heart skips a beat at theYou are my only thought each day , and my only dream at night .

mere thought of you .

My dream has become a reality , and you are more than I could ever want .

You walk torwards me , eyes black as night , lips as red as blood .

I hunger for you , and all of your being .

Knowledge has made me realize it is you that I want , my passion is rising , and I can't sustain any longer .

I must touch my dream , I must hold my dream , if not but for a few seconds ........

I Feel your breath inches from me , I feel your dark grip reaching for me , and I lean in with hopes this is real .

I turn and you are there .

I see the longing in your eyes , as you lean down to kiss me .

I feel your body tremble .

And than I feel everything washed away , my pain and hardships are gone .

A new life , with you at my side .

A Long awaited life , without the false hopes of reality .

Come to me , yes take me , I am now yours , Take me into your dark embrace .

Make me yours .

Take me my Dark Prince .

My Sorrow
05:38 Jun 11 2011
Times Read: 443




The roses have gone , and the trees are now naked .

The grass is dead , and the animals have gone .

I look through the window , and I see my life as it has been always .

Cold winds beat at the door , as if asking if they can come in .

I sit by a warm fire , and yet I am still cold .

Even the brandy does not help .

My thoughts , and emotions all wonder at the same moment , as if trying to pull me in all directions .

I eat alone , by candel light .

I keep the shades drawn , so as to keep misery from entering any part of my being .

The whispering shadows , cower in the corner , awaiting for their plotted return .

The willow branches scrape at my windows nightly , as if to remind me of a lost time .

My heart sinks at the mere thought of what could have been .

My soul shatters into unrepairable pieces, when I think of what I could have had .

What did I do that was so wrong , and what did I prevent ?

How will I repair the damage , that has been caused by my lonliness ?

What must I do ?

Scream from the rooftops ?

Or run through the streets as a sincere lunaatic ?

But alas , it will never come to be , I will never get to whisper the loving words that I so long to hear from another .

I will never be cloaked into a beautiful embrace , nor shall I never be seen through loving eyes again .

My sorrow , is what runs through my vains , and I will never be me again .

My Own Hell
04:41 Jun 08 2011
Times Read: 454

I wonder the streets looking for what I never had .

I am unable to process the trajedy that I am stuck in .

I have created my own hell , within my world .

And the coveted darkness is now my enemy .

My veil of silence was broken long ago , by the dissolution of companionship.

My eyes now see what I tell them to see.

There is no energy left in my soul .

My vision is clouded with the dust of the past .

The effort of longing has left me a ragged shell of a beautiful existance .

And taken my kindness and turned it into a nightmare .

I can no longer motivate myself to even shed a tear .

I am trapped in a carnage of evil .

I no longer smile ,when approached ,

I know growl with a thirst that buns my whole being .

I dream of yesteryear , and think it may come again .

But to no avail , it's the same when I wake.

My clothing is tatered beyond repair , and I no longer care .

I own but one thing from a past I try to remember .

And my talisman dangles from my blood stained hand .

And again I am left to wander alone in my pitiless existance

Meet Death
04:40 Jun 08 2011
Times Read: 455




I have entered the dark realm , and seized it's glory .

I take death by the hand , and he leads me .

My soul has separated into fine pieces , that I now display without emotion .

I no longer tremble at the icy cold touch of sorrow .

I will never fear the inevitable again .

I have withstood from the world for long enough .

I will no longer walk the shadows of discrimination again .

My head is held high , and I walk proudly .

I command the respect of all , and it must be obeyed .

I have no regrets , I have chosen this path for me .

I am the one and only .

I am the vengeful . the intolerant , I am the forever .

I am Death , and I come for you , I creep ever so slowly into your mind , and I sit and wait .

I am always here , and I will never leave .

I am your worst nightmare , and I will always greet you at the realm between reality , and dreams .

I am here , cower before the gates , I am here , and it is now to late.

The Ultimate Betrayel..................
04:39 Jun 08 2011
Times Read: 456




Your poison slowly kills my intuition, an I am motionless on the floor .

I lay like a dying rose , whose thorns have been plucked by fingers of iron .

I lay , I have no where to go , and no where to run .

I lay , I am frozen in time .

You promised me forever , and I will never see it .

You promised me love , and safety within your embrace .

Instead you lied , and used me for your own glory .

I quiver , here on the floor , I tremble at the thought of betrayel , and deceit .

I cry in shame .

My world in tatters around me , an illusion of my past self .

My lips tremble at the unforgiven kiss , I dreamt of love , and life being glorious as the years rode by , and in the end it was the ultimate betrayel , it was the last betrayel .

I will never know the tenderness of loves gaze , and I will never know to the full extent of happiness .

I will lay here as a wilted rose , because ,that's all I am .

Dreams
06:52 Jun 06 2011
Times Read: 458

My body shakes with the loss of love , I don't understand why I am so consumed with the lust of damnation .

My mind is racing with what I could do , and what I should do ?

I have underestimated myself again .

I know that I am not dreaming , and I know that I felt your lips brush my neck .

I know I felt you caress my body , and hold it next to yours .

I know that I felt you next to me as I surrendered to you .

And now there is a hollow sound where my heart once beat .

I still feel your fingers caress my face , as I looked into your eyes .

And I know that I am not a crazed fool for believing you loved me !

Yet i try to grasp the realization that you have gone from my life , and that my soul has been shattered by your absence .

So I will retire to my dreams , and keep you here with me in my mind , as I let the world pass me by

Thoughts
03:58 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 461

My thoughts linger on the moment we met .

My heart stands on the hands of time .

My soul is cracking , with the thought of you .

My body shivers without ,knowing of a future without you

I had a life of joy , companionship , and love .

But it all diminished in one day .

You disappeared , and not knowing your future , holds a wight as heave as the world itself .

I have tried for so very long to be able to make things right , and for so very long all you wanted was the wrong .

I dream of love in a safe embrace .

I dream of safety without a face .

Canvas
05:20 Jun 02 2011
Times Read: 462

My life has turned since I met you , and nothing has been the same since .

My heart flutters , athe the mere mention of your name , My mind soars at the thought of you , My body trmebles whe I hear your voice .

I feel no shame in the way I feel , and I have no regrets for what I have said .

You have made me feel like a human , once again .

I am your canvas , and you are free to do as you please

Forbidden
05:19 Jun 02 2011
Times Read: 463

My heart lies broken like the wings of a dove ,My forbidden lust still lingers upon my very breathe. Why my forbidden love must you turn your back ? Why has my heart gone astray ? Who will replace you now that you have gone ? My lips linger on my imagination of you , My body lingers with the thought of you next to mine, I feel the phantom touch of your arms around me , but I am unable to bare the thought of nothingness.

Hate
05:18 Jun 02 2011
Times Read: 464




My hatred runs like a river , the poison from past words have no off switch .

My head swims in the black sea of retribution.

My love has worn thin , and is almost non existant .

My head throbs with the pain of indifference , and intolerance swirls my very being .

Yet the rage consumes my all being .

I hate society , with their silly little rules , I hate the very being of civilization .

I move without invitation , to ransack the emotions of stupidity .

I visit the rage daily , and get my renewed lust for hate .

I dream of the distruction of mankinds biased opinions .

I wait for the tragic lure of seduction on the happiness of others .

I dwell on the reliance of human emotions .

I hate the thought of love , and patience .

I cringe ath the thought of , crying for loss .

I wait , and I plan , and I plot , against the hoplessness of others as they ponder their fate .

I Lost.....Myself
03:46 Jun 01 2011
Times Read: 439

Anger washes over me like an unwanted intrusion ,.

Hate for myself belittles me constantly .......

My world crashed down the day you turned your back on me .

My heart no longer beats rhythmacially , I draw short gasping breaths , for the loss of you .

I scream at the deities daily , and beg for you , but they don't give in .

I bleed tears nightly , at the thought of you .

The breeze , constantly whispers your nam , and it kills me inside by the minute .

And than the anger comes , and paralyzes me against my will .

I dreamt once of giving you my heart , giving you my all.........

And being beside you through the best , and worst of times .

I dreamt of lying next to you in the warm moonlit nights .

I dreamt of giving you my whole life , and that died once I lost you .

I can no longer dream , it hurts to much to think anymore .

It drives me further into my asylum of darkness , when the wind blows .

Am I unseen ? yes .

Am I regretful of you ? no .

Do I still long for you ? more than you will ever know .

But this comes at great cost , losing you , I have lost me .

Unknown Emotion
03:45 Jun 01 2011
Times Read: 439

My body feels heavy , and my sight is dim .

My heart is broken , and i'm on my own .

My soul has left me , and abandoned my thoughts .

You shattered my realm , and killed my inspiration , I had dreamed of being your muse .

I am a broken spirit , with nowhere to run , and I can't fathom what I have done .

The wind whispers your name , and I check to see if your here .

But to avoid disappointment , i hide my tears .

I thought you were him , my only one , and now I know different , because I am all alone .

You made me believe that you only wanted me , and I trembele now , at the thought of my stupidity .

I had dreamed of your touch , and your embrace , and now all I have to look forward to is a black veil to choke what life I have left in me .

My humbled apology is always left unheard , my words fall on deaf ears .

The hardest thing of all is that words can never be taken back , and yet we both said the horrors , of everything unknown .

Hate
03:44 Jun 01 2011
Times Read: 439

My hatred runs like a river , the poison from past words have no off switch .

My head swims in the black sea of retribution.

My love has worn thin , and is almost non existant .

My head throbs with the pain of indifference , and intolerance swirls my very being .

Yet the rage consumes my all being .

I hate society , with their silly little rules , I hate the very being of civilization .

I move without invitation , to ransack the emotions of stupidity .

I visit the rage daily , and get my renewed lust for hate .

I dream of the distruction of mankinds biased opinions .

I wait for the tragic lure of seduction on the happiness of others .

I dwell on the reliance of human emotions .

I hate the thought of love , and patience .

I cringe ath the thought of , crying for loss .

I wait , and I plan , and I plot , against the hoplessness of others as they ponder their fate .