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Unknown
06:16 May 29 2011
Times Read: 442

I feel your lips move across my back , and I hold back the longing of your embrace .

You move down my spine , as I lay trembeling beneath you .

My fingers search for your chiseled face , and I roll over .

I feel for your hand , and move it to my chest , so that you may feel my heart .

You whisper the words I long to hear , and my body explodes with such intensity that I am unable to contain it anymore .

I reach up to kiss you ever so lightly on perfect lips .

I feel you trembleing wanting to touch me .

The heat form your body sends me into a frenzy , as I lose my grasp on reality .

We are entwined with each other , as our bodies become one .

I feel you move with me , I see the ecxastasy in your eyes , I want to please you , I need you in my life .

I see the beautiful blue in your eyes , and how they change with each passing moment .

You tremble , as I reach for you to hold you closer , I hear the soft moan from your perfectly parted lips .

I know the time is coming , and I lose my grip on the world outside .

I feel the climax , as you shift , and I moan with pleasure .

And I feel your body tighten , and you embrace me as we kiss .

The Tunnel
04:54 May 25 2011
Times Read: 472

M y lips linger for a few seconds more , as you caress my body . I can't take my eyes away from your perfect features , it breaks my heart to watch you walk away from me .

My mind is still in ecstasy , as my drams come so very easily .

And my thoughts are still on you .

We had a beautiful moment that was so very passionate , we shared a day that can never be forgotten .

And as all things it had to end .

I feel as though I have known you my whole life , I have memorized every inch of your body , every perfectly chiseled bone in your body .

I knew what you wanted , and I gave my all .

And for all of this I gained nothing but heartbreak .

I recieved the gift of immortal pain , and suffering , of not knowing when this will all just fade away .

I wither in silence at the slightest whisper of your name in the breeze .

I cringe as the wind caresses my body in it's icy cold grip , as fight to remember your warm embrace .

I scram in agony as I dream of a life without you .

I am unable to cope without you anymore , so I walk into the darkness .

I walk and want to run , as my body says turn back .

The velvet darkness welcomes me , it beckoning call is like a siren in the sea of lonliness .

I no longer want to turn back , I have to continue on .

I have walked until I can not breathe , I have run until I can not feel my legs , I have cried until I can no longer shed another tear .

I finally see light , and it is all consuming , I want to stay in the darkness , I want the velvet night to once more embrace me , as you had so long ago .

But the tunnel has ended , and I now know that the light is my new haven , I will triumph , I will survive the evils of being forgotten .

Gone
04:53 May 25 2011
Times Read: 473

My heart thunders in my ears ,as i sit here .

I can't seem to hold my thoughts in place , as my mind wanders .

My pulse is racing in anticipation , for your touch .

I feel your breath on my neck , and I can't help but get excited .

My dreams always bounce back to you .

I long for the caress of your fingers , as they were meant for me .

Every fiber in my body is screaming for you , and your kiss .

I can't control myself at this point . so I run , I run to whatever the night holds for me

I run in hopes that if I falll you will catch me before I hit the ground .

I run and pray that you arte there when I get there .

I run , until I can no longer run .

I fall to my knees and there is no one there to catch me , you have disappeared ,.

You have left my thoughts , and my life .

I have nothing left to hide in , no one remembers me anymore .

I sit in the dark with nothing , or no one , and I cry .

Condemned
04:52 May 25 2011
Times Read: 474

Am I condemned to a lifetime of limited joy ? Am I condemned to a day of heartache ? I drudge through the days of unfortunate events that have plagued my past and I cant help but wonder why ?

Why has this happened to me ?

I relish in the joys and happiness of others while I retain myself into a depressed slumber .

I have gone for so long without the touch of someone I love , or the feeling of missing them when I am away . So for now I will take my condemnation in stride and hope for the day that this veil has been lifted.

Forbidden
04:51 May 25 2011
Times Read: 475

My heart lies broken like the wings of a dove ,My forbidden lust still lingers upon my very breathe. Why my forbidden love must you turn your back ? Why has my heart gone astray ? Who will replace you now that you have gone ? My lips linger on my imagination of you , My body lingers with the thought of you next to mine, I feel the phantom touch of your arms around me , but I am unable to bare the thought of nothingness.

Darkness
04:50 May 25 2011
Times Read: 476

I feel the velvet touch of my night , it surrounds me like a shroud . My heart makes no sound because of the torment that was laid to rest on my shoulders. My shroud is my only condolence that has received me without judgement , nor criticism . The darkness welcomes , and inspires me throughout troubled times . My head has been filled with the lies of blind faith , they whisper to my dreams . The only love I feel is from the cold touch of the end , I have gone beyond the velvet night and have felt the beat of absolute thrill of darkness , the overwhelming feeling of being wanted ,the calming seduction of nothingness , the heart felt diety of lonliness . And I ask as I have been won`t you join me ?

The Path
04:09 May 25 2011
Times Read: 478

I wither at the thoughts that cloud my judgement , I cry out at my limited vision , I despise my own value as a lifeless soul that forever wanders an empty void that is called life. does my heart not beat ? does my breathe not exhale ? do I not bleed ? do I not love ? I walk the mortal path , and dare not speak to my fellow travelers , I look a nothing , I hear but am unable to see . I laugh at the pain that I no longer feel . Only disbelief fill my emptiness . I finally see through black eyes , that there is no turning back ! There is only forward . I chose this path , and I chose to walk it alone . This is mine , and mine alone , no one will be a victim of my lust of the unknown again.

Nothing
04:08 May 25 2011
Times Read: 479

The days of love have come and gone , the moonlit sky covered my tears .

My love has gone away .

He told me the things I longed to hear most of all , and I believed him .

Where do I turn to now , who will I hold ? Who will come to me and caress my wounded soul ?

Where shall I turn when I have become redundant in the passing days ?

Now there is nothing .and no one , and my heart falls heavily in my chest .

My life has no meaning anymore , and there is nothing which to call my own .

I have cried my last tear , and shed all of my fears and wonder alone on my own free will .

I shun the affection of another , and refuse to give refuge to my broken heart !

The pain boils inside of me beyond anything I have ever known , the hate seeps out through my pores !

I am blinded by the hurt , and feel as though I am unable to contain it anymore .

I will never love again ! I will never care again . I will lie here in my own self pity and slowly wilt into nothingness .

After all that is what I am nothing .

The Hunt
04:07 May 25 2011
Times Read: 480

My life is at a stand still , my heart no longer beats .

My head hears all around me ,

My eyes see all that I need .

My feet are as fast as the wind now .

My body no longer bleeds .

I sense the coming of him , and I prepare myself for what is to come .

My senses are in over drive , and nothing can be undone .

I hear yet I stay , I smell , yet I look .

I feel , yet i am unable to breathe .

My body tightens , and I feel the anxiety of the kill.

It comes closer , I her his thoughts , I feel his heartbeat where my own should be .

I now see , and I can not stop the reflexes , I pounce .

I feel the shallow scream deep in my chest .

I smell the metallic fluid that drains from him .

And I know what i must to to retain my own life .

I leave him there lifeless.

I did not kill , but if I must walk in this horrible world ,

I refuse to do it on my own .

My own Hell
04:05 May 25 2011
Times Read: 481

I wonder the streets looking for what I never had .

I am unable to process the trajedy that I am stuck in .

I have created my own hell , within my world .

And the coveted darkness is now my enemy .

My veil of silence was broken long ago , by the dissolution of companionship.

My eyes now see what I tell them to see.

There is no energy left in my soul .

My vision is clouded with the dust of the past .

The effort of longing has left me a ragged shell of a beautiful existance .

And taken my kindness and turned it into a nightmare .

I can no longer motivate myself to even shed a tear .

I am trapped in a carnage of evil .

I no longer smile ,when approached ,

I know growl with a thirst that buns my whole being .

I dream of yesteryear , and think it may come again .

But to no avail , it's the same when I wake.

My clothing is tatered beyond repair , and I no longer care .

I own but one thing from a past I try to remember .

And my talisman dangles from my blood stained hand .

And again I am left to wander alone in my pitiless existance

Rage
04:03 May 25 2011
Times Read: 482

Hatred consumes me , my life is in turmoil , my head feels like a top , that can't spin .

The thought of everyone sickens me , and the fel of human companionship sickens me .

My thoughts turn to rage , and I can't control where they are taking me .

I have lost all sense of time , and place .

I tried so hard to please you on so many levels .

I asked for nothing , and recieved what I did not want .

I did not want the emotional roller coaster that you have put me on .

I did not want the broken heart that you gave me .

I did not want the emptiness that I have right now .

AllI do is fight thoughts that are consumed by your lost touch .

I can not fight the demons you have left me with alone .

I drudge through the day , and am hypnotized by the pain .

I pace the cosmic floor at night .

I wander through the eternal bleakness that is called life .

But I still succumb to this rage .

Who is ther to help me ?

who will I run to ?

I want to lose the rage that is building inside of me .

I want to be me again .

But I have stumbled into the dark abyss

And the veil of love is covered by a shroud of hate , and anguish .

I fight but can't break free .

I run but it catches me .

I give in , and fall into the eternal slumber that has foresaken me.

The Last Kiss
04:02 May 25 2011
Times Read: 483




The blood boils as I lingered onto the kiss of damnation.

My body vibrating with every emotion that has swept over me , the stench of lonliness is all that remains , and with time it will pass .

The rage of hardships endured comes over me like a wave of hate .

And yet that kiss lingers , it lingers for what seems an eternity .

My mind ,and thoughts race against time , as I count down the seconds .

I hope for the best , yet retain the worst .

My shadow is gone , and all that remains is a souless creature before you , I feel no pain , I have no emotions , I have nothing left in this realm of deceit .

I no longer feel the restrictions of a limitless life .

Now I feel the wretched calling of lonliness .

I am no longer in the slumber of the living .

And anxiously awit what's in store for me beyond the red velvet that is referred to as life .

To all that have come before me , and those who follow after , I recommend lingering just a moment longer on that kiss .