The Walk 05:19 Jul 04 2011
Times Read: 612
My heart yearns for the touch of a loving hand .
Instead , i receive the icy cold grip of lonliness .
My head dreams of a smiling face , that lights up a room .
But I just see the bleakness of my life , passing before my eyes .
I will never know a loving touch , I will only feel an emptiness inside of my heart .
Will I not belled as you ?
Am I not seen by all ?
I am alone in a cold cold world .
You have crossed my mind on so many occasions , and I try to reach you , and all I hear is the vague whisper of you calling my name .
My heart still bleeds for the day we will never meet .
My soul left a while ago.
I walk alone with nothing , or no one .
I walk the path of forever , and no on is searching for me .
I walk in shame , lonliness , and heartbreak .
I walk with my head down .
I will long for all of this as my path grows short .
My heart will forever linger on one immortal thought .
What if ...........
Soul Mate 05:16 Jul 04 2011
Times Read: 614
My dreams have always come true , I just never know when .
And the day I layed eyes on you , was a dream come true .
You have managed to capture my love , my heart , and my soul all in one .
I dream of your warm welcoming embrace , and your heart beat timed with my own .
I cry out with an explosion of emotions for you to come to me .
My tears fall for you when you are not near .
My heart sings when yo creep into my thoughts through out the long days .
And my soul tries to escape to find you when I can not .
I have felt your shadow follow me , and I have known your presence , when you are not with me .
Your love covers me in a protective shroud of light , and let's me know your mind is with me .
Our souls are as one , and will live to be forever , as we dream of nights together , and wrapped in each others lasting light .
The darkness is no more , and the light has driven away the madness of a hollow life .
I am beaming with thoughts of freedom , as I look into your eyes .
We come together in everything we do , and we come together in thought .
We breathe together as lovers do , and we dream together as no other would .
You are my soul mate , and forever we shall be .
Soul Crossing
05:15 Jul 04 2011
Times Read: 615
I dreamt of your presence long ago , with the yearning of so many emotions .
I knew you would be here , it was just a matter of waiting , and watching .
I have been through love tima and again , but your's is the love meant to be forever .
To know you are there pushes me to the limit .
I work , and live , but my mind , and thoughts always convert back to you , an unknown force in my life , that drives me to be who I am .
I now know who you are , and it excites me to know the possibilites of what you can offer me , and I want to offer the same to you , and more .
I have dreamt of this day for so long , and can remember every feature in your face , as I move along in the mundane reality , we call normalcy .
I know what my heart tells me , and I must obey this driving force that draws me into your beautiful arms .
I know , and I want , so very much to wash away your sadness , and replace it with the happiness of forever .
You are and always have been mine .
As I have always been yours .
I know you feel the same as me , but I realized it before anyone .
I see you , and feel you , I can hear your voice as I lay to sleep .
You whisper the words of love , truth , and honesty to me as I drift into our world of perfect tomorrows .
You have made me come alive , despite the everday hardships that linger in the background of your presence .
To hear your voice , and physically touch you , would be excatasy , within it's own right .
To know you are there when the tears fall , would be triumphant .
to know when I fall you are there to catch me , would be love .
Seduction 05:14 Jul 04 2011
Times Read: 616
The streets are litterd with love , and caring .
Memories are filled with companionship , and lust .
I am filled with hate and denial , and lonliness .
An emptiness that will always be a black void in my mind .
I walk to the next lane , and hear the dim whispers of your laughter .
My heart craves your touch .
My mind lingers on you , like a bee to a rose .
I do not feel the serene advance of your body next to mine .
I cna only feel the desolate lingering of lonliness .
I am but a hollow shell , of what is left of how I was .
I feel the impulse to scream your name , as I choke on our last breath together .
I pace the floors , insted of trying to mend .
WHat shall happen now ?
I feel the strong grip of the damned fall upon my head , and rest on my shoulders .
I hear the wales of the dying as they cloud my thoughts .
I sense the frustration of the lost trying to find their way back into a reality , that is no longer there .
I shed my bloody tears as they slowly diminish into nothingness .
I shed the miserable life , that I had once known .
I feel the energy flowing through my very being as I realize you are not a dream , but my dark lover , that has always been there with me .
You have kissed me with the kiss of the damned . you solidified my presence , into an unknown body .
I breath now with the easiness of a snake in water .
I no longer choke on my own lungs .
The fire in my limbs has finally left , and I feel renewed .
I must find my heart , but alas it no longer beats with the intensity of a mortal .
I am ready , ready to fly through the night .
Wanting to be held at your side , to be touched , and loved my my lover .
I will no longer cower at the seduction of lingering words .
Shattered 05:13 Jul 04 2011
Times Read: 617
Shattered
I carry the river of hate , and the ocean of sorrow , flows to me .
I wept the tears of a madman , and drown in them millions of times .
I have pieced together my soul for another , only to be hurt again , and again .
I have crawled on my knees , aqnd asked for forgiveness .
And yet after all of this , what have I received ?
I will tell you .
My heart beyond repair , a soul that has abandoned me , and my body .
A chilled lonliness , as I lay asleep .
And a memory that i shall never let go of .
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