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It is a good thing that unlike many people I have never believed in the concept of Karma, If I did. . . it is a good thing I do not believe in the concept though.

Today was the day, for the most part it was a lovely day. Almost two years, two years of crushing my soul, almost two years of killing off my better emotions, kinder emotions. Almost two years of being the boot. Almost two years, and at the end not even a thank you. At the end something inside feels broken, something feels lost and I doubt it will ever be found and made whole. Today, today was the last day and the first day towards something new.

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"Isn't it great to see how life begins

Things may change, let the joy begin

Can you hear this new life crying

Breed it out, it will be worth it

Show me your newborn smile

(Please tell me why)

I don't want to hold you

(Please tell me why)

I don't want to see you

Cause even your smile hurts

Oh it hurts like hell



Isn't it good to see how life begins

There's no sin and there's no crime

Down where I am there's no bitter end at all

This bitterness is endless, keeps going on and on

I don't want to hold you

I don't want to see you

Even birth can bear disgrace

I don't want to hold you

I don't want to see you

Or even the smile upon your face

I fear my heart and fear my soul

And all the things that are unknown

There's a chance things will turn wrong, my friend

Far too fast I'm losing ground

Well, let's face it here and now

You're not welcome you should know

I fear my heart and fear my soul

Life goes on it surely will

Without me it will wither

Will I ever see light again

Will I ever see light again

Oh life goes on

I don't want to hold you

I don't want to see you

My tear of joy turned into grief

(I don't want to stand it anymore)

Down where I am that's where darkness rules

The silence shall be only friend"

Down Where I Am - Demons and Wizards