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I wrote you a note, one of the best kind,



Because it tells only truth; speaks not a lie.







You know we've often wondered what I was going to be,



So I gave it some thought and now I see







That the fall is steep, so don't look before you leap,



(Or at least not twice, that's what I mean).







All your words of disgust and spite



Have helped me to see that my decision is right.







In just a few hours I'll be out of your hair,



Leaving you to live without a single care.







You won't be there to see me drop,



I'll fizzle out quietly like a soda pop



(I'll make sure I don't wake you up).







Maybe you won't notice that I'm even gone,



Because we both know that my existence is wrong.







Its all in the note that I wrote for you,



And I dearly hope it doesn't make you too blue.







By the time you read this, I won't be in bed.



By the time you read this I'll be dead.



.

A World of violets in a purple haze



a little girls created a maze



there are sharp turns and corners



A grave yard filled with silent mourners



She's lost in what her mind created



storming clouds are imitated



running through razor petals



they're sharp enough like iron metals



almost given up she falls to the ground



her sobs are lost in dying sound



Dying Violets in sharp memory



asking the hidden voices why me?



Dying girls in lost heart



shes one of many that fell apart







A world created to be her savior



failed when death asked for a favor



he madeviolets bleed



he made her cry



a knot she would tie



these razor petals are cutting deep



scarlet blood is beginning to seep



little girl not going to survive



this is her minds suicide



her thoughts no longer can decide



whether or not she lives or dies



but who cares, no ones really alive







Hes ripped out her violet hope



shes dying without knowing how to cope



Just like her mind the violets are dying



no chance of their life surving



shes gone and there she stays



in dead violets forever she lays



careful now dont wake her death



dont let her hear you cry



your hate she never knew was a lie



bleeding slowly in her mind



shes not coming out



shes not coming out







Dying Violets in sharp memory



asking the hidden voices to kill me



dying girls with black hearts



shes just the next to fall apart

.Some call it crazy



Some say it’s sick



But I think it’s freedom



The pain is fierce but quick



Some say that it’s a sin



Just a little to risqué



But it helps release the pain



That I go through every day



The blade is sharp and cold



As it runs across my skin



Leaving me to ponder



And decide how deep I cut in



The icy chill running down my spine



Makes me feel at ease



I no longer feel like a coward



F**king up on everything with every breath I breathe



But some days I want to stop



Feeling like everything's wrong



Trying to let go of the blade



Sometimes I can but not for long



It’s like I'm addicted to the pain



The feeling taking refuge in my veins



Leaving me feeling confused and alone



Wiping at the streaked tears that seem to be stained



Burned into my skin forever



Becoming a part that I cannot escape



Sometimes I just want to hurt all over



To scream at the top of my lungs until they break



I want to escape from my sadness



It’s taking over me



Why can’t I just rest



Why won’t it let me be



I just want to be free