My day dawn to half moon , equally part Dark equally part Light , who knows what lays ahead this day.
My day has been plain no ups no downs , just a plain dead day maybe the dawn of tomorrow will bring some life.
My night has become so dark I have just read My Dearest Raistlin's Journal which concerns me Why has he became so low, I begin to worry and threat , I try to contact My Dearest Darling BUT no where in sight ,, how ??
My evening is long and has started to weaken , again my cravings come upon me, my craving to hunt, I have been having blood cravings and im suprised I have lasted this long just on substitutes for blood but they are begining not to work and I feel that I might go crazy from the cravings for thirst the cravings for the hunt.
knowleage is power and I crave for it just as much as I crave for blood from a hunt.
My day has been long and still no end insight , it seems that the more I do the more comes alight
But day was lifted when I updated my status to find that my status is * Caitiff * ,, what an honour has been put upon me
I thank all of thee
My day and eve has been insighting, I seem to be grasping more of my nature and with kind words of a friend I feel feelings never felt before words of kindness and words of confindence. I Thank thee.
My Dearest Darling you mean alot to me xx
My journey becomes more clear as more pathways are shown , my day of arrangements are made to travel at last to meet a close companion so steps may be discussed face to face , oh so long i have waited to embark on thee , I will travel the path of thee side by side and then thee will join me on my path, together we will be
A Day to remember , different in many ways , I have found that people want to help me with my journey to enlightment but they show me so many ways in which I can partake on ,, I need the companship of others to help me though this time but with each companship comes a different path way , I understand that I have to make the final choice I just hope along the way I dont lose anyone that has helped me
My day and evening are long, I awaken during rest with the feeling of hunger so strong I have never felt before but do I hunt ? and give in NO I dont need to feed I am strong ,, my feelings remind me of what lays ahead of me , the coming months where I need to make my choice in which ways to use my powers
I can not remember the time of my birth to the dark side I have been blinded by hurt and pain blinded in public and in private ,, my mother and father dissappointed as it was a prince that was meant to be given but princess instead ,, they felt i had to earn my right to my title so blocked my rights as much as they could but powers above made me strong ,, and strong I will be I have not been shown the way but I have been told that I will find my teacher and I will be able to use my powers trully and fully
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