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Been a while since I wrote. This world is so sour it breaks my heart to have to be any part in it.

So the day has started a new and I guess that means I should too. Though i won't like a stone cast into the river it may make ripples but never change the course of its flow. No matter I will endure this day like so many more. With a smile fake from ear to ear and a hope and dream of something more near. Only wish i could see the tomorrow for what it is.

I sit here as the night draws darker. Much like my thoughts as of late. Feeling disconnected from the world and the people in it. I find it hard to even do daily tasks like eat sleep or even move. I desire connection on a greater level . yet to me it seems the level I strive to achieve doesn't exists. So what do i do? Who do I turn to? I how do I express nothingness ? Or do I just fade like the sunlight of the day?