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I pray to the Gods and Goddess every night in hopes they'll find some way to fill the hole

in my heart!



When the Gods and Goddess blessed me with you, I wanted you to know how special you

were and how much I loved you!



The day I gave birth to you, I knew you where the most beautiful babies in the world.



Every time that you would cry in the

middle of the night, I would pick you up

and hold you tight!



I never knew what to say or what to do, but I must have done it right because

you stopped what you was doing!



Now your gone to a better home, because my love for you was not enough to keep you home, I am not ashamed, nor do I blame, I knew I could not be a good mother, so that is why I did what I did!



I have no fears of where you are I

only pray you'll grow and reach for the stars,

the stars that shine bright in the deep night sky

the one that was made for you and I!

I have done all my crying, had my heart stolen by one and gave it back for another! I feel no pain, since you are gone!



You hate me, I love you! You've done your damage, now I feel no pain!



I move my neck to the side, for you to make me your bride! How dare you, tell me you love me and then leave me, now I feel no pain!



It can't rain all the time, now my pain is gone and with it the memories you gave to me!

I feel alone, since I said goodbye

you where the one that always

stood by my side, you made me

laugh, you made me cry. I saw

through all you tried to hide!



My heart for you was like an

open book all you had to do

was open it and look. You saw

things no other wanted to see,

you brought life into me!



I feel alone, since you broke my heart

we where always together, even from

the start, but you always acted

as if falling in love was a stab in the heart!



Now you're gone, and I feel alone

because I said goodbye to a love

that should have died so long ago!

I wanted it to work, but push came

to shove and I just could not hold

on to a love that was not there anymore!

Even now I feel lost and alone, cause you

love is gone!

I called you mom I was

your daugher, but since you

decided to take a man over

blood, I've lost all respect

for you mom!



I know I am family but

I wasn't going to stay and

watch him hurt you all over again!

I wouldn't stay after

all that happend that day!



You said you loved me and

would never take him over me,

but you liked you did! How could

you? Now my heart hurts

because another promise

was broken from you again!



I know your my mother and

I am your daughter, but how do

you think I feel knowing that

you stabbed me in the back!



Well hear me now the news

I have for you, never again

will you break my heart in two!