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Damaged Lover

I feel like my entire body

Is made from thousands of tiny razors

And they’re waiting

Right beneath my skin

They’re going to burst free

And rip me apart

But they’re no worse than you, lover

(No worse than you, lover)

I feel like there’s a crew with hammers

Deep inside my brain

And they all let loose

With swinging violence

And batter my skull

Bruising me from the inside

But they’re no worse than you, lover

(No worse than you, lover)

I feel so damaged

But I look almost alive

I heal much more easily

On the outside than within

The heartache is always there

And the dark thoughts

But they’re no worse than you, lover

(No worse than you, lover)

Another of my new songs...



100% Manufactured

I’m one hundred percent natural

No surgical augmentation for this girl

And he loves me, all of me

Just the way I am



(Fist in her face, she’s broken

Total disgrace, she’s broken)



We are dual embodied perfection

And the world knows, the people know

They’ve seen our smiles

They envy our lives



(Knee in her stomach, she’s broken

Nothing but heartache, she’s broken)



But all people wear vibrant masks

And hide their weary faces

It’s a secret, he whispers

One I know I must keep



(Head meets a wall, she’s broken

Unholy downfall, she’s broken)



I wake and he’s gone, but he’ll return

I stare in the perfect mirror

And see all my awful imperfections

Ones he’s tried to erase



(Trip down the stairs, she’s broken

Accidents in pairs, she’s broken)



I powder and cake my wretched cheeks

And take expensive concealer

To the blackened area around my eyes

Checking often for cracks



(Skull meets the floor, she’s broken

She knows what’s in store, she’s broken)



I smile at appropriate moments

And I paint my lips with blood red gloss

And remember to laugh it off

When real blood seeps through



(Fist in her face, she’s broken

Total disgrace, she’s broken)



He has me wrapped around his little finger

I do as he says, when he says, how he says

I’m trapped in this battered shell

And I’m one hundred percent manufactured

This is one of my new songs.



In Memory

Seven dollars spent

A pound lost

A Euro found

The ground rises up to meet me

And there’s blood streaming from my nose



But you put wings on a guy and I’m gone

Especially black angel wings

You could get me to do anything



A single flower

A dozen smiles

He’s calling my name

And I’m answering, It’s love

He wouldn’t hurt me, not ever



It’s the start of summer

The world is happy

But I’ve got endless tears

And I’m wondering where the time went

And I’m wondering about my past



But you put wings on a guy and I’m gone

Especially black angel wings

You could get me to do anything



It’s the pain

Time and time again

Pain in my chest, my heart, my head

A hand on my neck, face in the water

Can’t you see I can’t breath?



A blackened eye

A broken rib

A fractured skull

But it’s love, that’s what keeps me here

In his arms, not far from harm



But you put wings on a guy and I’m gone

Especially black angel wings

You could get me to do anything

Yeah, you put wings on a guy and I’m gone

Especially black angel wings

You could get me to do anything

Anything

Anything

Anything…