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have a wonderful christmas to all who celebrate it. May all your christmas wishes come true(:

I havent been very open to many people about my problem ... so i decided if we can all accept each other here i can open up myself more and tell everyone what my problem truly is. Im a cutter. not like razor to the wrist blood streaming out kind of cutter. No its more of self harming kind of cutter. lets just get rid of the word cutter altogether. I self harm. i take whatever i can and scrape skin off my wrist over and over again till it bleeds a little and the pain is intense. This is my way of dealing with the problems i have faced and are facing in life. i wish to find a better way of expressing my feelings and getting through them but my body and mind have taken to this and it is not an easy thing to give up. some here are probably thinking your 17 why are you even on this site. OR why are you telling us this when were vampires and blood is our thing and feeding on energies . well to answer any of the questions like this im saying this because i need to get it off my chest and i plan on doing it so here. You do not have to read my entries. But if you do no negative comments against me. thank you to anyone who has read this!(:

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Sabastianthebat
07:13 Dec 23 2012

Yes it is a good way or option to vent one's internal thoughts in a journal wherever it might be presented here or otherwise. I do hope the essence of strength presents itself for you to find a different resolution to expressing one's feelings. Rather than harm to one's body.

Self infliction does distract a person from the pains or feelings at hand. And holds your concentration on the pain you inflict upon oneself. Cutter or however it is inflicted. Its still a distraction from what reality is facing our existence.

You will find a transition from this I am sure of it. [:

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