Oh so cold is my body. I fear I may never feel the warmth again. It is taking time to get used to and I am told I must feed to satiate the hunger that grows within. I feel I am alone. I feel darkness but at the same time I feel complete. Am I to trust noone? I have my ways embedded inside me, my territory, my domain, my life, my senses all coming together at once and I cannot bloc and must learn to control. I feel I must blend within to humanity once again in order to thirst my hunger. I am hesitant. I must disguise and revitalize. The music helps me at night. A shadowy figure approaches me and guides me....
I have not forgotten the face of my father. The thoughts and memories of my lost love which I may never find still haunt me. I am below as she has risen above in another world which is unattainable and forbidden to my kind.
The days of the war continue to over throw the Vampire community and I vow to take my revenge on those that would do my fellow Vampires harm or its society.
I drink from the black cup and gather my strength to fight another day....
COMMENTS
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insanedemon
02:47 Jan 25 2008
I have enjoyed reading your journal. Sometimes the best comforts are around you. I hope you can blend in and things get better for you.