I cant bare to even look at myself in the mirror anymore, I hate the way i look.
I am most uncomfortable with this fact, and i dont know how to like myself.
Someone told me not to look in the mirror anymore, just wait things out, just be happy with who you are, and eventually what you dont like will go away.
Hard to believe, but maybe i'll try it out.
Geeze, i really hate martinis, they taste like pine needles,*euch* so gross, i guess its an aquired taste.......my friend dumped my drink all over the front of my dress, got puked on, and bitch slapped. God damn it.
My lil sis was stone cold shit faced, and punched out her unexpecting victim while they were passed out, what a bitch.
Yay its Dracule Styles birthday, and we're having martini's tonite, with another friend Powers.
We can not find the glasses to match the drink, so that sucks, but we'll have to deal with normal wine glasses. Its all good.
Oh i had the job interveiw today, i think i might get the job. Yay.
~Lady Rhiakath~
Yay so i got a job, its great, but shit where i work, Tim Hortons *Blah* oh well
So i again woke up too late to do anything today, so im just sittng around till the time comes when i will leave.
My mom made cupcakes today, they were cheese cake cupcakes, but when she went to put the filling in, i took a taste, *uh oh* there was no icing sugar,*ech gross* cream cheese cakes *yuch*, oh well theres other sweets i can sink my fangs into. Anyways my hopes for a future job would be some sort of tattoo apprenticeship, and piercing, but im afraid im prolly going to have to settle for some exclusive bar job, which i know im sure to have
Well good day, im off
~Lady Rhiakath~
So ya i slept in too late, and missed getting up to find the stupid Job Connect building, i still have yet to locate it.........Damn It!!!
Anyways its been a boring day, and im still tired.
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