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I feel so discluded from the world. Part of it being my interests, so dark, but beautiful. It makes me want to change my ways, be normal for a change, but then I would no longer exist as Rhoswen Socair. I would be back to plain Sarah Miller, as I once was years ago, being only a child.

Darknes being so pleasing, seems so close, but sooner than later, feels to be my enamy. Being alone for so long. I no longer have a self, or so it seems. This is what I have feared for so long, finally it has come!