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For some unapparent reason, I feel alone and left to weep in the darkness unaided. I have a family close by yes, two best friends and a sister who is closer than ever but still, I feel trapped in the world a world so unfamiliar. Still, I seem to be taking to it slowly. Away in the darkness I try to stay hidden, but in my heart, I truly wish to be taken out to the world and introduced to the warmer darkness, unlike this frigid iced feeling I get in the pit of my stomach every time I think of the reason why I am crying, the reasons why I am parted from the nights whispered welcomes. It feels as though it is I who keeps me away from it all, the excitement of the moon white raze upon the humid air and damp cements of the dim night.

Everything I wish to have, a life, a love, and a pleasant evening with those I care for. It all seems so far off; so far I can just barely see it now over the distant hills. Is it I who causes this sorrow feel in my heart, or is it those who continue to judge me before even knowing me, or thinking of saying a warm hello. Too long it has been that I have hidden in the gloom, it is about time I left it for the warmth I have so often desired.