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In My Days Since I Was Born Have Not Been Easy. When I Was A Baby I Was Adopted At 6 Months. I Was Taken From My Real Family And Adopted By A White Family. From 6 Months Til I Was 17 I Was Never Told I Was Adopted. When I Turned 18 Thats When I Was Told. I Snapped At Everyone In This Family About It. I Didnt Give A Shit Who It Was. Whoever Was Around I Snapped At Them. Even When I Was At School I Was Snapping At People Over This. I Hate It To This Very Day. But The Upside Is I Am Finding My Real Family So Now I Am Nervous As Shit. I Dont Know If They Want To Talk To Me Or Even So Much As Know Me. I Wish They Do But If Not It Will Kill Me So Much. I Love My Real Family And Really Do Wish They Want Something To Do With Me, Yes, I Hate Them For Letting Me Be Taken But Obviously There Is A Reason For It.

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ladybriarrose
20:50 Jun 27 2013

I've been through this in my own experience. I agree your adoptive family should not have waited so long to tell you but are you sure you aren't being too hard on them? Be careful about your expectaions regarding those you call your "real" family. The reality isn't always as you hope it will be.

That said, still I hope you find what you are looking for. I do understand the need in a very personal way.

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RunningBullLakota
21:17 Jun 27 2013

thank you for that, its always good to know that there are people that will talk to me that are in my situation, may i add you as a friend

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ScheayaRaven
22:29 Jun 27 2013

I was adopted when I was 6 weeks old. Although I always new I was adopted I never felt like I was accepted for who I am with my family. I have learned it is the people that love me unconditionally and accept me are the ones that feel like true family. I have never found my real family as I don't think they would feel like family even though there is blood relation. Hope all goes very well for you!!

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RunningBullLakota
22:38 Jun 27 2013

that is true too, but my family now are treating me like i am an outsider not like their child

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ScheayaRaven
05:50 Jun 28 2013

I understand that feeling all too well from adoptive family. My real family I found here on vr. They are the only ones that matter to me now.

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RunningBullLakota
07:02 Jun 29 2013

thank you everyone

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In life there are idiotic and smart people. Today I found an idiotic person. He decided to ed someone on that they wanted them and then told them hes not interested in them because he found another woman. To me thats more fucked up than anything in the universe. To me that is a coward. In this world now a days cowards are killed. What runs through my veins is nothing more than justice my way. So if there is any cowards on this site you better damn well run Im coming for you. In this world the strong survive. The strong stand tall. The strong stand with their heads held high. The weak fall. The weak cower. The weak run with their tail between their legs.



I appreciate you taking the time to read this.

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babyface
01:28 Jun 28 2013

I so agree. I understand fully and completely.

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RunningBullLakota
18:35 Jun 28 2013

thank you for your support

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