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I saw a vardo, 😃, 89 a month. But, have to remember taxes, insurance. . . . . Would go for it. But, it needs horses, if you know what I mean. Even if I rent that guy for a 250 pull. Will be stuck after.

I saw one w horses attached. But, 240 a month. .
Plus taxes. . . . Insurance. . . . . And, ss lot.

Wednesday, going to check out a special vardo place.

Shouldn't have drank soda last week. Couldn't do exercises good.

Trying to switch to Arizona. 😕. No bubbly

Throw up was washed off, from bday party bus stop. Didn't know it rained that hard Good, I felt bad.

Seen psych in mind. Going to be quiet. Going to end. If I can't take drugs, then there is no reason to go. Use to be, I only felt a little nauseous. Now I break out in flu like symptoms. Or stomach pain. I checked those arthritis med, it's made w the same as aspirin. Usually, I have st get a headache w that. But, I took more. Maybe, that's why I had appendicitis. So far, the only thing I can take is vitamin d. Mon Dieu. I'll deal w everything after the game. I'm sure my beginners luck will be over. But, it's fun. Nobody showed up for today's game.

Hmmmm have to check for full moon.

Must remember to clean fridge good.bmight sell for 50. If I want to deal w it.

I forgot it was the jazz fest. Lol. Stevie Nicks. . . . . I remember going there when I worked for snack place. She was great. But it was awful. The mud, the poop smell. . . . Bummer. Sat in aisle, pretty close, while everyone was taking mudd baths on tarps, chairs, walk boards. . . . Aaaargh. And, it's expensive. Not that Stevie Nicks, wasn't great. But, can't buy T-shirts, nor dvds signed. I think there was a tent to order performance. But, couldn't get one or something. Loved seeing her. But the conditions were yuck. Never again. At least this one didn't have much rain.

Went to go out to dump, and clean. . . . Two police cruisers. Nobody called me over. Has to be for someone here.

I saw this fire bug on court tv. So. . . . I will state this. . . . The reprieve may be over. A guy mentioned fire mentally. Truthfully, way back, there was someone who worked at a temp service, that I heard mentioned. When he asked me where I lived, I pointed to a street before. There was a fire there. But, could be a coincidence. Don't think I saw him again. I wonder if this guy is him. (Maybe nothing, but ..)

Oh, I looked up Matt Vamp's last relationship. . . . I was right. Awwww. Thus, the song. They wrote that he went back w his sex psych. . . . Not going to laugh, not going to laugh. . . . Thought you weren't supposed to date those.

Well anyway. Haven't drank soda, since Friday morning. . . . Time to exercise. . . . Should I wear Nike, or walmart.lol don't think it effects my performance. I'm uncoordinated! They go left, I go right. Promised I try two other ones this week.

Oh my. . . . Nemo. . . . (I know your retired, but... Cryogen.) 😂🤣.

How did that go. . . . What, is that a coffin, oh him, still mad at him huh . . . Oh. . . . It's a fancy coffin with a glass. Window . . . . What is that sound. . . . 🔛⚡. . . . Araarp!☃️ . . . Astral scream from the poor vamp. . . . . 🤣. . . . You sooooooo bad Nemo! Cryogen!

CRYOGEN. 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂. I can't take it.

Lol. Matt. . . . If u read this. . . . Been a long time. . . . Lol. . . . I'm beginning to need it.

Sure it will be a hit!!! Congrads. Sorry about the roast.

Forgot what his rebuke was. . . .

I wonder if Sonic had his head frozen. Privately, after he passed.

You must remember this,
A kiss is just a kiss,
A sigh is just a sigh,
The fundamental things apply,
As time goes by.

And when two lovers woo,
They still say, "I love you."
On that you can rely,
No matter what the future brings,
As time goes by.

We love you Matt, and always in memory Sonic.


Speaking of bad, wonder what a cyclone is like?👁️, hmmmmm
Ice queen, I've been demonized
Evil twin, love is synthesized
Crystallize, freeze my blood into diamonds

Emptiness, she left me running
Through a polar desert wilderness
I'm naked

Cryogen
I can never cry again
Cryogen
I'm freezing over
Yeah, this girl is nitrogen
Don't cry again

Winter's end, she's Europa
I'm a cracked interloper
Icicles pierce my heart, so cruel and quiet

Loneliness, she left me trembling
In a polar desert wilderness
I'm breaking

Cryogen
I can never cry again
Cryogen
I'm freezing over
Yeah, this girl is nitrogen

Frostbite
I am lost in the wild, she is a blizzard
Feels like I've lost control

Frostbite
On the edge of decline
I am collapsing now

I am collapsing now

Emptiness, she left me running
Through a polar desert wilderness
I'm shaking

Cryogen
I can never cry again
Cryogen
I'm freezing over
Yeah, this girl, she's nitrogen

Cryogen
I'm freezing over
Yeah, this girl is nitrogen
Don't cry again

Don't cry again

Having trouble with another? If it's not a train ride. . . . It's the region of the outer quadrant.

(Oh, right. . . . I thought of him when I saw that English library w the guy w the sword. Saw him later in a leather space suit, of sort. Must have already been working on it. 👏).

Had a nice birthday party, w everyone else., for April. We talked a lot. A musician, dancing, cake.... Sweet tea, and pulled pork sandwiches, potato salad, beans😋. 👒🏇 Was invited to two different things.

Threw up outside at bus stop. But, that was from pill sick.

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BlackRoseAngel
02:35 Apr 25 2026

hey atleast you got to enjoy yourself despite the puking. Its always good to let yourself have a good time on your special day

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Adain
06:30 Apr 25 2026

Just adding a respectful acknowledgment to your post. Birthdays should be acknowledged.
Sorry to hear about the puking.

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Well, I have to take the blue pill. Lol. Had a bad fever after, and now a scratchy throat. What she say.... I have to harden to them. She can harden. And what, there are two scales that put me at a big difference. Mon Dieu. What.... The psych scale is to give me a good feeling. Unbelievable. Need a real doctor regarding intake problems. Someone who can explain why over the counter and worse is making me so sick. Getting too bad. Now I have a runny nose, and scratchy throat. Next painful experience, I'm going to tulane. They diagnosed that other problem that I thought was food poisoning. Turned out I had an illness. Lol. Maybe, I won't last the year after all.

Grandpa, looks better. Keeping him in till he's himself. He's a bit much to handle. But, he has my sympathy. Need RV in woods for him.

Lol. She reminds me of someone, the psych. When I was in New York, I went to school. One course was theater. It was an all day class. Half; was test and class, lunch, then theater. I met someone who was finishing psych. We became good friends. Her, and a group of other people. She had a daughter in her twenties. (A drug addict.) When she completed, she took off to Mexico. Me, and the Chinese guy couldn't believe it. Cuz, we carried on theater. Well, when she came back, a month later, she couldn't find a job. The only one she got was a drug rehab job. Which she really didn't want because she couldn't do anything w her daughter. She even told the interviewer, about it. Somehow, she got that job. We didn't see her after that. (She had left her husband, and stayed in Mexico for a month, after school.

I remember her telling me about her prior life. Her husband took her to Alaska. She got so depressed with constant darkness. . . Told me about when she joined a brain washing church group, that made her wear a willy coverall under clothes. And, of course how sad she was that she couldn't help her daughter's drug addiction.

Well, I got the official news that Im out of housing. Nasty, told me mag will, cut my electric next month. I just need that other pay to move on. What a hell. Nothing better nothing worse.

Doctors don't refer to other doctors. I thought they were connected to Jefferson Hospital. I was wrong. So, will call Aetna, for medical help. God. I wasted so much effort. Wish someone had told me that it was a drug rehab. Damn. What a waste. Need a real doctor for stomach.

Oh, my ride called. The center is closed now. Will check tomorrow. Didn't see the call. Need to do the slls stuff seeing that housing is going out the window. Want to know what they think that new number is.

Just job offered for insurance. But, need better. It's risky.

Shoot, I didn't check messages.

Some male keeps yelling something outside. Don't know, don't care.

My love 💕 movie on. Moontide 🏤.



Good news, it's Hurricane season. . . . 💨

Ha 😺, I had beginner 's luck today. Will put it to more games, or my RV. Had to admit, Eyes were tired on the last game. Well, back to job search.

I don't know how I'm going to do my art project. Kittens, want to help. Luckily, I have a lot of stuff. Maybe, a drink with roses gold things. Or, run for the roses. ( The three colors are gold red green). Unless I paint a jar w a drink and straw. W roses, and gold. Truthfully, could do a lot of ideas. Don't have to stick to those colors. I saw feathers in a lot of pictures. But, ai don't have those. 🤔.

Job search, wasn't much today.

Grandpa looks sick. I took the new friskies off the menu. It's either that or the salmon, and beef. One of those made my number one sick too. He didn't throw up after. Huh. Never had trouble w that food before. I think that's the end of the new party mix feed.

Oh my. I had a reprieve from the drug world. Did an exercise class. Fell when I went to sit on step. But, otherwise... Good. Was so nice. What I promised I'd do for myself this year.

Shoot, I saw a job nearby. But, not ready yet for that much movement. This should get me out of depression. . . .

I saw one job in the city. But, the mall is very dangerous. The security officer got hit. And, last time big fight in food court. The other place is perfect. But, bus is terrible over there. Think I saw a sit down. When ready, will see if still there. Maybe, I should invest in a better phone.

I love it when bear cat, snuggles w my big boy. Sweet.

Well, I'm another year older. Yikes. This is the year, I didn't think I'd pass.

I think, the 17th is new moon. Hopefully, the cobwebs will be gone by then.

Well I did what I wanted to do. Although, I did want to join something. Well, tomorrow is another day. Plus, have to see if I can get an earlier appointment for something.

A cheapie going on this weekend. Might go. And, have to check job search tomorrow, also.

Going to have to stop writing in this. I think the hood got a hold of it. Sooooooooo

I hate the mist, such a depressing movie. Luckily, Star Trek was on. Lol. Grudge isn't bad. Oh, then a classic. . . . The ninth gate.

Have to think young. Need to redo resume, and job search Monday. . . Need to go for my dream.

Didn't see any snots in my young cat today today. Guess shot worked. Weird when he came back from operation there was hissing at him. Now he's back, to normal. Playing w his fam.
Truthfully, his big snot, had gone to a small snot. But, vet said otherwise. Just in case I went w that. Their mom still treats them like kittens. Sweet.

Well, first day looking for work. Have to o work on shaking the cobwebs off. Printed two resumes. Sent one app out. But, it is a bit far out. Well, may have messed up on the first one.
Tomorrow, I start to look like I'm dressing for work.

Forgot a knee brace, shoot. And, I had soda😡.

Yesterday, was not good news. They wiped the only pills that work, for me, off the shelf. The only one like it has an extra ingredient. A little worried using it;, after the arthritis pills that gave me a severe case of appendicitis. Lol. Thought they were like aspirin. Took too long before I thought of cutting them off.

So, the new pills, well, so far so good. I drank four cans of coffee. Should have threw up for sure. Let's see what these do for me. Hopefully, will be good. I was in so much of a hurry. What a challenge. Truthfully, I wanted a backpack cat carrier. That's what I really went to the store for. Although, the one I bought, didn't make him cry. And it kept him hugging me. Maybe, that's what stopped him from crying. The big one, seemed to upset him too much.

I have to figure out a better way to transport cats, to be fixed. Maybe, puppy pads, wipes. It's a long time for operation, they were. Poor dears. I'll think of a better way!

Crossing my fingers, to find a job next week.

Thank God my money came in a lil early. Got to Walmart. Bought a new carrier. Came back. Went to vet. She was great, my lil boy isn't scared of her. Gave him a flu shot. Done. Awesome place. Next time I get two fixed.

Next week, I look for a part time job. And, need to physically look at RVs. Yeah. Can't wait to get out of this s*"'" hole. 🙏😺

Didn't sleep all night. I get like that, when a cat gets fixed. He has an cold or something, so have to bring him back for a shot. The littlest one got fixed. He got a little crazy on the drug. Lol. Have more days to give.

Saw a nice white lady who brings ferals in to get fixed. If I had the place next door, w nicer neighbors, I could ask her to help me w them.

Was going RV hunting Friday. But, shot comes first.

Can't believe I'm going to get off of partial housing, to find a partial job. Going to start to check things out to move into. Hopefully, no more of Satan's Hood soon. Just got to keep the faith. Two years of black hell is all I can take. Lol. None of them tell the truth.

The black woman w lots of people living w her, is training a new Satan's Hood in the yard. An of course he'll go to the lot on side. Have to teach disrespect. And, how to harass whites.

What a world!

Did the big meal early, for my friends. Midnight is a coming.

No more food for me for a while.

Only have the cheap cans left after 2 more. Will have to do a quick shop.

Well, I did the right thing, and left a message about the refrigerator. The nice people didn't want it back, when I do my dream. Sweet. Maybe, when time comes, I can sell or something. Soon, I begin looking around.

Yesterday, one pancake, two toast, a Spanish fruit juice, and, strawberry coffee.
Today, my holiday meal, came out perfect. Had two bowls, w straw coffee. Might make a girl scout cookie cake, later.

Ok, just had my intercourse with Satan. Now it says that it owens all the buildings on the block. Mon Dieu. On a Sabbath, can I imagine. Woe.

Well tomorrow is considered a holiday. Tuesday maybe should go to do something. At end of week, will see ... What I need to do, to do my dream. Got to find part time work. Must see how much I have to make, and stuff. Plus, regular stuff. And, got message that I should be studying
Medicare. Lol. Still have time.

I'm back on my old pills. Cuz, the desert has to be covered. And, the others given were ok, during day. But, at night.... Regurg.

Saw the parking. Don't see trees. Price is right. Plus, have to figure out pay and hours can work for switch out.

Ben Hur, with Charlton Heston. He was great in Shakespeare, Hamlet. Been a long time...

Well, only ate two slices of toast... In case there is some leftover fake apple juice. Lol Threw up three times like there was a hose in mouth. What the heck is that stuff made with. Usually, fake sugar just gives headache. Well, it was a short sick, so that's good
Still determined not to drink soda. Sooooo what's next....

Pretty soon, next one to be fixed. Maybe should step aside from chip., on this one. Hmmmmm🤔.

Bought a girl scout dessert to Make, from sale rack. Also those single cups that are usually expensive. Just made 4 of them like regular coffee. Strawberry. Use to buy coffee with a strawberry shot, in Massachusetts. Bought, my regular pills to help. Borders, use to be the book shop.

Svengoolie was talking about the Slaughtered Lamb in New York. Been there many years ago. Not as good as the Night Gallery. But, fun. Had bought a grey wolf t-shirt, with the meal. Lol.
I think the other one was Grandpa's place. That was from the series with Herman Munster.

Cooking my girl scout cookies.

Lol. Every Christian holiday, the evil kicks in louder. What's w that!

Well, I think I threw up all the apple juice. I thought that would be the least acid. Maybe Gatorade next. Can't see how apple juice could be a problem. (Checked. Apple juice is only five calories per 8 ounce. Must be all fake ingredients.)

I often see trailers, if you pick up, it's yours. Those are fixer uppers. Where could I store it?

Sometimes, I see ones a thousand, to two thousand. Not as bad as a fixer upper.

Once a while, a bus. I think that's too major a fixer upper.

In light of the whole issue with Covid. Watching resident evil.

I remember buying that game for my dad, when he was dying of cancer. I bought him a used set from GameStop, in Rhode Island, a hundred.. Think it was a saga set. Lol. After, he ate the games. Use to get mad when he couldn't find the hidden items, would throw the game. Lol. What a goat. Think he replaced two. And, lots of game books. Few paddles,

Mon Dieu. Feeling much better today. And, tomorrow.... My favorite love movie. Lol. To me anyway... Moontide.

Oh no! I didn't know it was April Fools today. I should have waited a day😡

Well, wow: things were weakening under sink, now new parts. Awesome. I had a leak since beginning. (Had old pans I never use to drip in. ) Nice. Now if only I could find a cheap vehicle. Lol

Can't believe, all that pain disappeared after I stopped using arthritis pills. Still have that extra breath, in normal breathing.

Meanwhile, putting myself on strict diet once food runs out. Started w drinking juice. Although, that doesn't cover heartburn. But, probably will cover for stiffness in walking. If I can give up soda, probably will be a miracle.

Have to buckle up, and think for the future.

I saw this....A severe, potentially life-threatening reaction to food or pills is called anaphylaxis. This rapid, total-body response occurs when the immune system releases a flood of chemicals, leading to symptoms like restricted breathing, a sudden drop in blood pressure, and hives.

Could be this. But, I didn't have that problem in younger years.

Then, I looked up what could cause.... You know, that word... (Don't you even laugh Nemo.)

Got the following.... Yes, several underlying diseases and conditions can cause or significantly increase the risk of anaphylaxis, often by causing mast cells to release histamine inappropriately. Key conditions include mast cell activation syndrome (MCAS), mastocytosis, and hereditary alpha-tryptasemia, while cardiovascular disease and severe asthma can increase the severity of reactions.
Cleveland Clinic
Cleveland Clinic
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Diseases and Conditions Causing Anaphylaxis
Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS): A condition where mast cells overreact and release too many chemicals, causing, in severe cases, life-threatening anaphylaxis.
Mastocytosis: A rare disease characterized by an abnormal buildup of mast cells in tissues such as the skin, bone marrow, and internal organs.
Hereditary Alpha-Tryptasemia (HaT): A genetic condition that doubles the risk for severe, or grade IV, anaphylaxis.
Idiopathic Anaphylaxis: Recurrent anaphylaxis without an identifiable allergic trigger, often linked to underlying, undetected mast cell disorders.
Alpha-gal Syndrome: A delayed allergic reaction to red meat or mammal products caused by a specific antibody.
Mayo Clinic
Mayo Clinic
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Risk Factors Affecting Severity
While not direct causes, certain conditions can make an anaphylactic reaction much more severe:
Cardiovascular Disease: People with heart conditions are at higher risk of fatal anaphylaxis due to increased sensitivity to blood pressure drops.
Asthma: People with poorly controlled asthma are at higher risk of breathing difficulties during an allergic reaction.
Cold-Induced Anaphylaxis: A rare form of physical urticaria where exposure to cold causes a severe, generalized reaction.
National Institutes of Health (.gov)
National Institutes of Health (.gov)
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It is essential to consult an allergist for proper diagnosis, especially in cases of unexplained (idiopathic) reactions.

(I wonder if the Covid shot could have caused this.)