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Wtf04:53 Mar 03 2010
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What the fuck am I to all of you? Just your personal fuck toy? This has been bothering me for years. Almost all of you want to use me and then dispose of me. Do you want to date me? No. Do you want to fuck me? Apparently so. Well that's great for you...that you can fuck random people and come from it. But I can't. I feel nothing. Last time I did it, I felt nothing. It didn't even feel a little good. So why the hell should I fuck you?
People are a fucking disappointment. This time I think I'm really done with trying to make genuine friends. Even the friends I have want to date me or fuck me or are in love with me. What the hell is this.
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DestroyingAngel
05:48 Mar 22 2010
I hear ya...
I think alot of the problem is now days there is no such thing as manners or 'courting' another. Everything (especially online) is a game of fuck, add, delete. I look at men my age and even 15 years older and wonder what the hell they are thinking. People are not disposable and women should be treated as ladies. Open a car door, offer a hand or help and yes, even light her cigarette if she smokes. Stand when she enters a room. Thats the shit I remember...and I think others should too. *hugggs*
caaeivl
08:19 Apr 04 2010
people are a constant disappointment.
i met someone a few days ago, and we really hit it off well.
then, we had out first disagreement.
now, this person is avoiding me and playing stupid games that any idiot that got past 3rd grade can see right through.
we're all so hurt, and we're so paranoid of one another, it makes finding an actual friend seem like an impossibility. it's the personal religion of saving face. everyone is scrambling and racing and killing for their own corner of control. it's a points race gone insane. a race where there are no winners. only varying degrees of losers.