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Transparent is what you've become my dear,

Surrounded by pity and shame

As you cast your stones at those around you,

Refusing to take the blame.



You say you're detemined and know who you are,

You're just too strong to fail

The hell in your past was just the prelude,

My vengeance shall prevail.



Betrayed by the tone of your voice when you lie,

You promise and swear that it's true

We'll see just how weak and pathetic you are,

When I finally have you subdued



You mock and you judge with your pen and your ink,

And the keys that you press in your pain

But I've seen you before and I promise you now,

When I'm done with you none will remain



You shall bend at my will and my thoughts shall be yours,

You will give up your life and your soul,

As you cower and tremble with every touch,

My dominion now taking it's toll



I have tried to be gracious and kind in your midst,

But you only respond to the fear

So possession I've taken without your consent,

I will own you and drink up your tears



Pretend you don't like it but just like the rest,

You will soon find it hard to ignore

Broken and lifeless yet filled with desire,

As you crawl and you kneel on the floor



Don't forget that I gave you this life that you need,

When revenge fills your mind late at night

And remember to swallow your screams with the lashings,

Your reflection a hideous sight



I own you and have no intentions,

Of giving you freedom or life.

I will fill you with hate and resentment so true,

As you struggle in chains made of strife



Every passion uncaged in my fiery loins,

How you scream and you shake when you cum

Releasing the hate with each thrust of your hips,

As I place you back under my thumb



Your fault is believing that sex equals love,

Not knowing they're both far apart

So your body becomes a currency you spend,

While continually breaking your heart



One day you'll see as I'm walking away,

That you never had more than a part

Of the broken and twisted remains of this man,

Who never let go of his heart



But try to resist all the urges to fall,

Turn and flee like the prey that you are

It makes it more fun and my interest is piqued,

For the fact is you'll never get far

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PandorasBx
19:32 Oct 17 2010

And that's a mistake many make unfortunately...

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All the walls you hide behind,

You think you can't be burned

After all that wasted effort,

You'd think you would have learned



Don't just speak to fill the void,

The silence is your friend

Made comfortable by acting out,

I know that you pretend



You want the world to know your truth,

So you mix it in with lies

But all I see is pain and fear,

Behind that thin disguise



The violence is your medicine,

That keeps your pride at bay

Your self-esteem a cheap facade,

It's better off that way



Pushed and pulled and twisted up,

You don't know up from down

Your emotional compass smashed to pieces,

Lying on the ground



Fixing you is not my job,

Nor is it my goal

You were fucked up long before,

I ever glimpsed your soul



You tell yourself it doesn't matter,

Life's pointless to pursue

Maybe that's just what you see,

When it's reflecting you



I've wasted so much time with this,

My efforts all in vain

But in the end the choice is yours,

Your actions all insane



If suicide is how you cope,

The battle's lost already

next time skip the razor blade,

And use a sharp machete

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PandorasBx
19:32 Oct 17 2010

Glad to see you in this place.

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Do you see me?

Do you know me?

Do you think you have a clue?



Am I veiled?

Am I hurtful?

Am I just this way with you?



Have you fathomed?

Have you questioned?

Have you used both head and heart?



Are you falling?

Are you blind now?

Did you follow from the start?



Would you see it?

Would you question?

Do you dare to seek the truth?



Am I ageless?

Am I timeless?

Shall I feed upon your youth?



Are you begging?

Are you lost now?

The illusion taking hold?



Will you suffer?

Will you hate me?

When you find my warmth runs cold?



Could you leave this?

Could you kill me?

If you had to make the choice?



Would I suffer?

Would I notice?

If you stripped away your voice?



Could you burn me?

Would you face me?

As you offer up my death?



Or would you falter?

Second guessing?

As I strain to catch my breath?



Did you seek me?

Did you need me?

When the blood, it flowed like wine?



Are you frightened?

Do you tremble?

Knowing now your soul is mine?



Should I crush you?

Would it soothe you?

Make it easier to cope?



Or shall I vanish?

Leave you broken?

As you cling to shattered hopes?



Did I save you?

Or destroy you?

As the crimson crossed your lips?



Shall you thank me?

Will you stake me?

Or reward me with your hips?



Did you mean it?

Did you feel it?

When mortality did flee?



Are they visions?

With the voices?

Lost in your insanity?



Can they hear you?

When you're screaming?

Do they care to stop the pain?



Or will you wander?

Will you agonize?

Til nothing else remains?

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PandorasBx
11:36 Oct 09 2010

This may be my favorite so far. You should submit it to the Database, I know a Procurator that would be happy to approve it ;)

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EternalAutumn
02:44 Oct 11 2010

I love this.. so much..

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Ok, so I posted this and then removed it because I think it's horribly written, and doesn't capture the essence of what I was feeling when I wrote it. However, I have had others who asked me to post it again because they like it. Here you go.



The sands of time

Blow wild and free,

As I bask in the glow

Of your majesty.



The browns and blues

That stir my soul,

Speaking in tongues

From a time long ago.



Your waters flow

So crisp and clear,

The sound of your breath

Heavy in my ear.



You're starting to change

As the leaves hit the ground,

And soon only memories

With snow all around



A new kind of peace

Will surround you in white,

And keep you til spring

When we'll again reunite.

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xPsychex
02:03 Oct 08 2010

Beautifully written! I am glad you listened to your friends.

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Horizons of horror cascade down below,

The screams as they echo above.

The wonder and ecstacy laced with the hate,

As you writhe in your slavery to love.



Every assault on your weakened resolve,

An attempt to completely control.

The lashings a punishment fit for a queen,

Captivity taking its toll.



Thoughts of despair rising out of the pain,

Cascading around you like fire.

Consuming the truth in the midst of confusion,

Masquerading as lust and desire.



Dancing in half-truths and bowing to fear,

Your leader so charming and fair.

As you slowly relinquish all that you are,

For a piece of the one who will care.



Dive into lingering madness with haste,

No regard for your life or its worth.

Casting aside what remains of your hope,

As you yearn for a new kind of birth.



Scratching and clawing at the walls of your mind,

A reminder that all is not well.

Reality finally steps from the shadows,

Your own kind of personal hell.



Lust and addiction will drive you to feed,

You will learn to control the urge.

And soon your remorse will be buried in blood,

With every life you that you purge.



A river of crimson shall cross your lips,

As your murderous deeds bring you life.

And never again shall your weakness prevail,

A result of the absence of strife.



Open your mouth as I offer myself,

A sample is all you will need.

Lost in the flow of exquisite release,

Waves of ecstacy crash as you feed.



No longer conscious of worry and fear,

Your existence set firmly in stone.

As you plot your revenge in the arms of another,

Your master now blind and alone.



Consumed by your hatred for what you've become,

You seek recompense for your deeds.

The flames burning brighter and higher they rise,

Until finally fulfilling your needs.



With honor and courage you gaze in my eyes,

Eager to do what you must.

Never flinching or turning as flesh melts away,

My body first ash and then dust.

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Morphine
04:19 Oct 02 2010

gorgeous

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