The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

chapter 4
04:47 Aug 01 2005
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I awake the next evening to find Alexander’s arm draped around my body. I get up slowly as to not disturb him. I slip a large pillow under his arm in my place. I take a long hot shower, and when I come out it is dark, every1 has gone out for the night. I dress quickly in leather pants and a black halter. And make my way out thee window.



I am walking down town. Hearing several beeps and yells out of car windows. I sigh “stupid ignorant males.”



I make my way to my love’s window, I see him sleeping and I sneak in making no sound what so ever. I sit up in the corner of his room. Watching. I hear him stir slightly. And I freeze.



Suddenly, he sits up and says “ I know you’re there…I know you watch me…” I old my breath and freeze not moving an inch. He looks right at me and I stare back at him. “Lydia…?” he whispers. I move into the light of the moon shining through his window. “ I look down at the floor. “ he climbs out of bed. “ it is you…” I look into his eyes with my own. “ Yes… its me…” he looks me up and down “ what…what happened to you! Its been so long.” He tries to get closer but I move away. Not wanting him to see what ive become “ don’t come any closer..please.” All he can see oh my face is my glowing eyes, begging him to think it’s a dream.



“But…but where have you been my love?” he asks. “all this time… and I didn’t know where you went.” I stare at the floor. “ I…I have become something to terrible to imagine for you… so hard to except…” he looks at me, and I can tell his mind is flooding with questions. He steps closer, and I do not back away this time.



He gets close enough to see me clearly. And he sees my pale skin, and my fangs.. “ What…” he slowly backs away. I do not move… just look to the floor. “ But, when? Why? How?” he stammers. “ I cannot explain it to you.” I move closer to him. “Don’t…stay away from me…” I look at him, my eyes pleading with him to let me touch him once more, let me feel him. “ Don’t come here again.” He whispers. “ But I love you!” I cry out into the darkness, he has backed himself into a corner. “ but look what you’ve become, a monster, not the woman I fell in love with… not my precious darling..” he says again. “ just leave!!!” he shouts. “ I begin to cry. “ fine! I hope you know, I will never come to see you again, if that is what you truly wish.”



I jump out the window and begin walking back to the manchin. I cry harder and harder with each sigh I press from my body. My bloody tears trickling onto the ground. Suddenly I am in the woods. I do not know where I have wandered in my grief. I cry out into the dark. Only to hear an echo.