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April and May have been drastically different. April was the high month; everything was going great and fairly normally. May was the low part; "lots of 'goodbyes' this month" a friend of mine said, and it's pretty accurate having it been said around the middle of the month.



For the friend : If you really can't see why I'm not dealing with you and your bullshit anymore, then yeah, maybe you should get some new friends. Think about what people have done for you and yours before you want to get ignorant and hostile.



For the love : I have no idea how to deal with you, so, for my own protection, I'm walking away. It's obvious something is wrong, but I can't get you to talk...at all...so I'm just going to leave you alone until you figure it out. I'll only be ignored for so long.



For the other friend : I know we're cool now, but I mean it; realize who you're talking to before you want to get crazy with somebody. I've had your best interest in mind from the jump, so think about what you say before you speak.

I don't really know how I feel right now. I like work more and more as it helps to keep my mind busy. I hate coming home now, where my thoughts can wander.

"What's the true meaning of 'win' when I've lost my towel?"



I think what's being said (or asked) here is...is there such a thing as "winning" when giving up was never an option?



It's sort of a weird spin on the phrase "Throw in the towel" which means to give up.



I dunno. I like lyrics/verses/prose that makes you think about what's really being said.

I don't understand the whys or hows of dealing with you sometimes. I love you dearly, and you know this, but you leave at the worst possible times. You vanish from the face of the Earth. You only respond to me when it's convenient for you, which seems to only be when I'm there to talk to. You ignore me otherwise.



It doesn't make my love for you shrink at all. It just irks me.



Are you afraid the bond will grow weaker with more consistent exposure to you? Are you still dealing with the emotional residue left behind from your last misadventure in love? Please, just tell me what's going on. We'd both agreed that communication is essential. This isn't communicating.