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There are times. like now, where i wonder why bother? Where's the payoff for a broken heart? Why, when you care for someone, would they ever try to make you feel meaningless and unimportant? Torment you at your weakest moment, lie and call it a test. then in their next breathe tell you how they never lie. Why would someone who claims to care want you to be wrong, want you to fail? I just don't get it. If they don't believe that you love them why use that as an excuse to shred your soul, make you hurt and then when you can't take it anymore tell you 'i told you you never really loved me'. you hurt so bad that it feels like the pain will never go away so you say goodbye, then they say' if you cared it wouldn't be so easy to say bye'. Well i'll tell them, there's nothing easy about it, its the hardest thing i've ever had to do. with every breathe i'm thinking of you and missing you. Goodbye.

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dadofthree
09:59 Feb 04 2009

that;s really good , but when i try to walk away it only draws me closer

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Lordpeace
21:20 Feb 08 2009

come visit my journal a know a little bit about saying goodbye

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