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my name is Kathryne Elizabeth. i live in Kenosha, Wisconsin and i hate it here. i've been diagnosed with four different types of depression. honestly, i just wish i could feel anything again. i just want to care about something. all i am is apathetic no matter how much i pretend to care. basicly i show less real emotion then a tree. matter o' fact i find that i'm more like a tree then i realize, a tree dies if you don't cut off all of the dead limbs, and look who's dying, a tree needs to be watered and have sunlight to survive; and oxygen. i feel so deprived of anything, i just want to feel again. i want to be outgoing, and not be the ever so shy weird kid. i want to care about more then just my friends. i want the old me back, the one who cared; especially if he was dead or alive. basicly, i just don't give a fuck about anything. and i would give anything for just 10 seconds of feeling anything, even if it was sadness. i hate this.


i feel so dead.