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For some reason I have always been an out-cast. never good enough for anykind of group or cliche. You would think that I am a prime caniadate for a cult right? Wrong, I am too strong willed to fall for one and the ones that have tried knew i was not good enough for them. When i came here i thought that it might be different but it really isnt. I still am the out-cast. it is very funny in a sence. well who ever reads this i ask one favor, try not to be so much more than your peers. Self-Esteem is a wonderful thing, but from it breeds the Ego. And with out learning humility, you will be narrow minded. I believe cause that was my teen years, until i got the shit kicked out og me, the first real beating i ever took. and it wised me up.

Every night I imagine touching your face,

but nothing is there except empty space.

My dreams are filled

with visions of eternal bliss,

sealed by your tender and heavenly kiss.

I awake from my dreams,

yearning to hold you near,

searching but not finding

bringing me to tears.

I lie there thinking about how you showed me love,

making me wonder if you were

sent from heaven above.

I fall asleep knowing that

you are in my mind and my heart,

for love is eternal

and we will never be apart

the title explaines how i feel