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Fear, we all have it in one form or another. My fear is a number of things, fear can help and fear can help you loose. My fear is what I have missed in my life, I never had a chance to go to a realcollege. Maybe if I went things would have been different for me, I could have been something. I am starting in my late 20's, maybe this new job will make me feel like a better person. Another part of fear is lonilness, the underline fear that no one will ever love the real person. So we pretend to be something more interesting than who we are, men and women, black or white. Fear makes us pretend that we all good little boys and girls, the sad thing is Lust comes into the picture.



Lust makes us want to chase an image of what the ideal person would be for us and we try to stick to these outline, but sometimes a person gives in. Or goes over board in the wrong kind of mate. In those cases who knows what happens, FEAR the great motivator.



A kind face and soft lips is what I see in my mind, aperson who will love me for who I am and might even show me who that person is. FEAR is what makes me think that I will be alone.

Fear, we all have it in one form or another. My fear is a number of things, fear can help and fear can help you loose. My fear is what I have missed in my life, I never had a chance to go to a realcollege. Maybe if I went things would have been different for me, I could have been something. I am starting in my late 20's, maybe this new job will make me feel like a better person. Another part of fear is lonilness, the underline fear that no one will ever love the real person. So we pretend to be something more interesting than who we are, men and women, black or white. Fear makes us pretend that we all good little boys and girls, the sad thing is Lust comes into the picture.



Lust makes us want to chase an image of what the ideal person would be for us and we try to stick to these outline, but sometimes a person gives in. Or goes over board in the wrong kind of mate. In those cases who knows what happens, FEAR the great motivator.



A kind face and soft lips is what I see in my mind, aperson who will love me for who I am and might even show me who that person is. FEAR is what makes me think that I will be alone.

Fear, we all have it in one form or another. My fear is a number of things, fear can help and fear can help you loose. My fear is what I have missed in my life, I never had a chance to go to a realcollege. Maybe if I went things would have been different for me, I could have been something. I am starting in my late 20's, maybe this new job will make me feel like a better person. Another part of fear is lonilness, the underline fear that no one will ever love the real person. So we pretend to be something more interesting than who we are, men and women, black or white. Fear makes us pretend that we all good little boys and girls, the sad thing is Lust comes into the picture.



Lust makes us want to chase an image of what the ideal person would be for us and we try to stick to these outline, but sometimes a person gives in. Or goes over board in the wrong kind of mate. In those cases who knows what happens, FEAR the great motivator.



A kind face and soft lips is what I see in my mind, aperson who will love me for who I am and might even show me who that person is. FEAR is what makes me think that I will be alone.

Last night I dreamnt of San Francisco in winter, winter is a real special time for lovers. Winter season is the true season of love for many people in San Francisco and it keeps for a warm comfort in the cold sea air of San Francisco. There is nothing like taking a deep breath of pot and letting the cool air back in to your longs as the heat of the weed enlightens your mind and feelings for a lover. Sealing this love of one another and weed. yes it is a happy time for those who are in love.



For myself I feel left out of cupids grand plan of love. When I walk the streets of San Francisco in winter, I see the happy couples walking arm in arm. No force of nature can stop this love between this man and woman? I think that their love was a unquie as a snow flake. Sometimes my heart ach's for what I shall never know, true love.If you walk down little italay the smelloffine food and romance is in the air. At any time, a young man will kneel down and hold up a ring to his girlfriend, she will start to cry, the man will keep a smile on his face as he asks for her hand in marriage. She smiles and whispers yes, and kisses his deeply,



In the college blocks, a young man stands infront of his girlfriends apartment, she see's him and meets him at her building door. They kiss and she lets him in, a young rock star boyfriend tells his rock star girlfriend, he loves her. The cool air from the window blows in has the first tear of love falls, the three words she had hoped for and melted in a matter of moments.



A block away, a young couple stand on a frozen corner. The young man is begging for forgiveness for being late, his red headed lady kisses him holding miseltoe over his head. The wind blows her scarf off as her man scales a tree for it, to return hs lady's lost iteam.



On Ashby, the flower children are celebrating the winter kiss of mother earth. The smell of weed from the house could be smelled for blocks. Inside the more world aware couples, sitting in one room smoking and laughing.



Right now, a young medical student must decide between her career and her boyfriend, she wonders if she will make the right move. Than to her shock, her boyfriend gives her an early christmas gift, he will change majors to be with her.



Winter is the season of true love in San Francisco, many stories, many loves to question. When I dreamnt of San Francisco in the winter, it made me understad that my heart is complete.