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I just want to be happy. That's it. Happy go lucky like I used to be, and sometimes am.

I want to turn that sometimes into an all the time thing. You know?



Like really, what the fuck do i have to be so morose about?



Well, let's have a look see. One of my problems is i think way too much. I'm way too over analytical.



I don't know what to say. The only reason I'm so fucking sad or upset or angry is because of boys. I know i know I know, ok? I know.



I feel like they can easily dispose of me and replace me and forget me. I mean really... Why would i even bother calling you or talking to you when you treat me like a goddamned insect.



I am NOT insignificant. But if that is the way you insist on treating me well then, fuck you.

Im finished with your game playing, lying ass.



You. Don't. Matter.



Christ! I'm done giving a shit.



When I am at work, YOU are the farthest thing from my mind. When I'm home? Way too goddamn close.

And it isnt just you, playing games, fucking people over. No, no.



Rob... Yea...asshole? Yea...Game playing, incosiderate, selfish son of a bitch.



If you hurt Crystal, you better find a good fucking hiding place. And if i ever see you or we cross paths?? Run. I dont trust you. I dont believe ANY of your bullshit.



back to happiness? Im happy, when im at work, when im not thinking about the boys.



Really...i need to fix that. I need to be happy, NO MATTER WHAT.



How can i do that though??



Throw them from my mind, as far as possible. Dont let them in, dont let them get to me. Stop it.



Just stop it!!!!! Just... forget them. Because they have so obviously forgotten about me.



Awesomeness'.



Lonliness hurts like a bitch.

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placidchaos
01:01 Jul 15 2008

*hugs*

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headache, sore neck and throat bah!!

They aren't interested. Forget them. Seriously.



Now, say it/think it with some fucking conviction!