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After a while, it means nothing to me. The way they look at me, and the way they touch me.

I become indifferent, it is my saving grace. How do you live within such confined contradictions??

Oh hell, I wish it wasn't so painful, and empty.

Why would i put this upon myself? I wouldn't even place this curse on an enemy.

I want to feel them again, to have the ability to acknowledge what they say and how they feel. It shouldn't be so difficult. And yet, it always has been.

I just hope...I just hope.

She can feel you

Drifting far away

But she cant see through

What you do not say

Take a step back

Dont lose your ground

Remember how you felt before

And if you care about her

Show her that youre sure



If I were you

My prized possessions

Would be the ones Id hold so close

cause when you lose your love

You lose what means the most

If I were you

Id hold affection



Higher than any star in sight

Take this to heart

And youll never part

These are the things that I would do

If I were you



Simple pleasures

The hardest to be found

Cant be measured

till theyre not around

Maybe shell go

Maybe shell stay

But shed rather go than fade away

Sometimes the sweetest sorrow

Is the saddest fate



(chorus)



Take a step back

Dont lose your ground

Remember how you felt before

And if you care about her

Show her that youre sure



If I were you

Id hold affection

Higher than any star in sight

Take this to heart

And youll never part

These are the things that I would do

If I were you

Take this to heart

Youll never part

These are the things that I would do

If I were you

Honestly....What is the point?

*really heavy sigh*



^^ Yes i am that nerdy.



Anyways...

I think, i am just about ready to give up entirely. I knew this would happen. It seems i manage to alienate the people i wish to be around most. How do you do it? You ask...



I act like myself. I dont hinder my personality, nor do i pretend or hide certain aspects or facts.



I think, this is where i am going wrong.



They just look at me like, i am now one more thing they have to deal with.



Whatever.

Wondering around in a world of wonders.

Wanting to know if it's really real.

I want to see if i can feel.

It's magical and intruiging.

Im stuck here dreaming,



Wondering around in a world of wonders.

It's all i know and cant escape.

(I dont want to run)

I'll never leave.

I'll cease to be.



Running around in a crazy paradise

Flowers of gold and trees with voice

Love in the moon

No hearts to break

The dream is mine to make.



Wondering around in a world of wonders

It's all i know and cant escape.

(I dont want to run)

I'll never leave.

I'll cease to be.



It gets colder with every harvest moon.

the flame of imagination,

flickers too dim

I curl up and shiver trying not to discover

The evil inside...



My world of wonders.



Wondering around in my world of wonders.

It's all i know and cant escape.

(I dont want to run)

I'll never leave.

I'll cease to be.





It is me, im inside.

Inside my world of wonders.

I walk in circles, faces fading in memories.

I'll lay down and die.

In my world of wonders.

Mine.

My world of Wonders.