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B-to-B
09:17 Jul 26 2009
Times Read: 507

Barren lands

Sweltering heat

Trees struggle to live

Patches of green

Here and then . . .



A rain cloud bursts

Wildlife celebrates

Trees enjoy

This rare event



All too quickly

It is over

Steam rises from the ground

Too soon



The plants slowly give up

Not much survives out here



This

is where limits are proven,

This

is where we realise



We are powerless against nature



© Mallery Clare 19-10-2001



Written on the journey from Brisbane to Bundaberg

28-09-2005
09:09 Jul 26 2009
Times Read: 508






the moment you walk into to a room

you make me feel at home

when you leave

I feel out of place

Holding me in your arms

I feel safe

When you’re not around

I feel scared, alone

Lying beside you

Asleep

I am content

Happy



I don’t feel judged

I accept myself

I don’t claim to love you

To be with you forever

I enjoy being here with you

In the here and now

I want to make the most of us

Til our end comes



© Sinquana Clare

I realised
09:08 Jul 26 2009
Times Read: 509

I never thought of you as more than a friend,

Never looked at you in the light I do,

I always thought you were a child in the grander scheme of things,

That it would all just be fun till I got home,

When she started talking about you,

How sweet and caring you were,

How much you listened when she talked,

You were there when she needed to cry, to be held,

That I realised, maybe, there is something worthwhile there,

You were just fun in the beginning,

Then I realised that you were more than a young one out to have fun,

You seemed to have more of a grip on life,

I started to notice that you knew what you wanted this time round,

When you’d hold me in your arms,

Be there when I wanted company,

Made me realise that I had work to do,

And made me wake up to myself,

I knew I wanted to be closer to you,

I have made mistakes; you took them as words, nothing more,

I made those mistakes; again, you still forgave me,

Held me in your arms,

Cared about me,

Even now, I’m amazed that you can be so wonderful,

You’re the kind of guy I’ve always looked for,

Puppy love was my forte, love? That’s another story,

I didn’t choose you to love; I didn’t want to fall in love again,

It’s hurt too much in the past, but I accepted that I could grow to love you,

I just never thought it would happen, that it would scare me so much,

I know, somehow, that I’ve lost you before,

It killed me inside,

Disappointing you is the one thing that I don’t want to do, again,

Not being able to be with you, would hurt me beyond repair,

I’m not very good at this whole relationship thing,

But I’m going to give it a go,

I’m going to try not to fall into my old patterns,

I can’t promise anything, just look at what I’ve done,

But I can promise that I will love you for as long as I can,

That I will try to be with you, for as long as my heart beats,

I never want to be away from you,

I sleep peacefully when I’m beside you,

I feel safer when I’m in your arms,

I’m happy when I’m in your company,

I sit here and smile as I write this,

Thinking of your smile, your eyes, your lips,

Thinking of your hands running over my stomach,

Your lips across my skin, your breath on my ears,

You drive my body up the wall; I get butterflies whenever you touch me,

Your smile warms me inside; your eyes seem so happy, alive,

I just can’t imagine life without you,

When we walk towards each other,

my whole body lights up at the thought of being in your arms,

You are so unbelievably amazing, so, unreal,

I can’t believe that I found you, that you’re mine,

I care for you so completely, I can’t deny it,

Say you’ll be mine forever,

Protect me, care for me, and be there for me,

Never leave me alone for the rest of our time,

You’re my guiding light, and for that I am thankful,

Thank you so much for everything babe,

I love you.





Written for someone I loved very much. Sadly I didn't treat him the way I should have.