When we kissed
It was like nothing before
You were my first
You will be my last
I can never love again
You’ve scared me into a corner
My mind is spinning too fast
My life in out of control
And you seem like you’ve never even cared
When you said you needed space I knew we were over
Only I knew because we had more space than the USA and the UK
When I realized that
I knew we were done
And now you have me on my hands and knees
Crying out to the world
“I put all I had to make you see my love, I did everything, I can’t keep this up,
I’m done”
As I ran to the doorway to my room
I stopped
Now I realize
I don’t need you anymore
I can live without you being with me
But I still can’t live knowing
You are going to fail in life
I was your friend before
Can’t I still be?
I didn’t intend on losing you like this
I never intended on sacrificing everything I have
To make sure your going to be okay in life
Just because our love is over
Don’t mean our life should be
I just need you to see
You will always be in my heart
You will always
And when I said
“Forever and always”
I didn’t mean it just as being together
I meant it for life
I meant it for our friendship too
I meant it for us
It’s a beautiful day
Go out and play
Does it even matter?
If you will burn
When you reach the light
You will burn
Not of heat or ashes,
But of beauty
It’s a beautiful day
Go out and play
Does it even matter?
If your not in a good mood
When you reach the light
You will turn
Not of hate or glee,
But of love
It’s a beautiful day
Go out and play
Does it even matter?
If you’re an outcast
When you reach the light
Everything’s the same
In the light
Its your day
Your day to be alive
It’s your day
And you can be who you want
No one will say no anymore
Its your day
It’s a beautiful day
Go out and play
Love your life
Don’t take no for an answer
Go as far as you must
As you want
For it’s a beautiful day
And it doesn’t matter
Not anymore
Its your day now
When you reach the light of this beautiful day anything can happen
taken by surpris,
the marble slides beside me,
on to the floor i fall,
down on my knees,
knowing its my life i must sacrifice,
for the love of my life to live,
i sit there praying,
to god for the first time in my life,
the dented marble,
one after another,
taken lifes slowly,
one by one,
to hell we go,
everyone will finally know,
the twist and twirle,
of life and death,
swirms through my mind,
like hate swims through hell,
a bite through my skin,
i bleed so perfectly,
unnatural born,
monsters walk among us,
they complicate death,
unlike life,
untold to all,
gone unknow fro so very long,
now to all we must show,
the marble dances around my feet,
like a mouse on wheels,
for now i know,
my life is done,
time to die,
by the mark,
of their teeth,
a swirl mixxed with blood,
lies and untold truth,
i cry for life to be real again,
only hate comes to mind,
but love was so close,
for now i want death,
life was so slow,
its time for me to die,
the taste of blood upon my lips,
i grow,
my bodies dead,
but i awaken,
twistling and twirling,
around like never before,
i was going to go away,
but now im not,
im going to stay,
a monster forever,
here i stay
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