05:50 Apr 25 2014
Times Read: 594
Appendix to prior entry: When, and if, I chose to return the negative honor favor, I will have the vagina enough to leave my name.
05:25 Apr 25 2014
Times Read: 602
Go ahead. Continue to give me negative honor. I find it amusing. Its not going to stop me from being the person I am. I'd say I was sorry I am a strong person who refuses to be pushed around, but I'm not.
17:42 Apr 24 2014
Times Read: 615
I am posting this entry under tirades and general bitchiness, but it is really neither; it is simply a statement, a declaration if you will. Last week and over the weekend I learned that someone here gained some personal information about me that I had not authorized them to have. The person responded to my general anxiety and upset, stating that I made it easy by posting too much personal information about myself here. I considered that and took that statement to heart and deleted everything personal from my account and journal. I wrote a journal entry about "sterilizing" my journal and my account. Since that time, I have had a number, a shocking number, of messages from friends as well as people I do not know and did not know read my journal, saying how much they miss my stories and amusing anecdotes. I also took these statements and messages to heart.
I have made a decision, I am not going to let one douche canoe change the way I behave, write or anything else. I truly have nothing to hide and as this person found out, I am exactly the person I say I am. I would be doing myself a disservice to change because of one person and I refuse to change because of ANYONE let alone this particular person. No one has power over me unless I give it to them and by letting this person effect the way I operate MY account, I realized I was, in essence, giving them power over me. Nope. Anyway, please do not ask me who this "person" is as I will not disclose that information. But I will also not be altering the way I conduct myself on VR.
I have a life outside of VR and do not spend 12 hours a day here or more trying to get information on people. Honestly, I do not care what people here do. I may find it amusing. I may shake my head at the stupidity of it. I may not believe it. But at the end of the day, when I turn off my computer, I really do not care about any of it. My true friends are the exception to this, of course. I honestly do not care what people here do outside of VR. It is irrelevant. And, short of the sheer amusement value, I do not care who is dating who or who is cybering who. Again, I refer you to the life outside of VR. Also, unlike some, VR is a hobby to me, a place I come to unwind, laugh, chat with friends, etc. If I do not log on for a day or a week, it is ok. My world does not cease to exist.
COMMENTS
-