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Today was a good day. I woke up got my son off to school and then went back to bed til my daughters woke up. Then I just hung out with my three babies. My boyfriend called me from the jail to tell me he was in mesa county jail, for court and to be sentence for assault. He had court at one tomorrow and to be there. I'm still a little confused with my feeling on him. I mean I love him to death, but is he really serious about us? Is he willing to be with someone his family doesn't like and wants nothing to do with, Even though I have their birth grandchild? Is he going to except my son even though he's black? He says he wants to be with us and be a family and I want to truely believe him but I just don't want to get hurt again. I don't think I can handle getting hurt anymore. Well, I just got off the phone with my boyfriend and he says he's willing to leave his family behind to be with me, does he mean it or is he saying what I want to hear?

Well today I had one of those days, I don't know what to do anymore! I'm a single mother of three beautiful babies. My son who's 5, my daughter who is 2 1/2, and my youngest she's 10 months. It's crazy! My boyfriend is in prison and wont be out until March of next year. He and I have been together March next year will be 2 yrs. We have a beauitful baby girl together. Some times I feel he doesn't want to be with me. He says he wants to be with me and that he's going to file the divorce papers when he gets out and then we can get married. The question is do I still want to be with him? I LOVE him with all my heart. He's been good to me and my other kids. He even calls my kids his.

Then my sister fimally had her baby today at 1:50pm. She weight 7lbs 10 oz. I'm happy for her.