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To a sweet lady, Gladys...

I know didn't really know you, but from the times i spoke to you i could tell that you were a good person.

I also know that i dragged your family into the fire i once played with, but it was my family that got burned by the flames of it.

I am sorry, but that's the past though.



Your son is a lovely man, and he spoke about you all the time, how you'd throw cushions at him and say "Sod off!"



well he misses u. X

Im so bored! I dont have a clue what to write. This journal is usually the victim of my mad rants about anything and everything in the weird world of Sarah!

Valentines day is coming up! Eek! - Theres a guy i like but im scared i'll make a fool of myself (again!) He's on here actually, Illianos. I know him back in the real world too tho!!!

So how do people make valentines day romantic? - im the kind of person that wouldn't know romance i hit me in the face. - But i have plans for this one :)

Whether or not they work is anyones guess,

Everything i do seems to fall back on me.

That man - yes, the one who all these journal posts have been about is finally out of my life :D



Hes done lots of silly things, but he just dont understand that sum things are unforgiveable...



I don't want him back - wudn't touch him if he were the last human on earth - id rather sleep with a pig! (oh, wait it seems i have done!)



I'll give him this - he hurt me. It would have hurt less if he'd cheated on me... But like i say, somethings are unforgiveable.



I tried and tried - i was stupid back then ya see, maybe i was naiive 2 - should have seen it comming - but i didn't!!!! and you have no idea how much that pisses me off.



Spose this makes me 1 of those bimbo girlfriends, like when the guy has dun sumthin stupid n his gf says "He was such a lovely man - i never thaught he'd be capable."



Some people never learn from their mistakes and i honestly believe im one of them!!!

I didn't think it was possible to love someone like i loved Ste, i didn't think it was possible for 1 thing to change my mind - im a stubborn cow y'no!!!!



Oh well...



They say the best way 2 get ova 1 man is 2 get under another :P *cough* Jamie *cough*