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With this post i'm not judging anyone. It's just my view on abortion, i'm totaly against it in most cases. but there is a few that is completly understandable, as to being raped and not being able to give the child the life that it deserves (although there is other ways to look at it, as for puting it up for adoption)





before abortion think of this,, your taknig away a life that didn't get a chance to live one more life that could have made a difference and one more life that didn't get to view the world as you and i.



if you don't find this touching then there's something wrong.



Month One

Mommy

I am only 8 inches long

but I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

Every time I hear it

I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beat

is my favorite lullaby.



Month Two



Mommy

today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.



Month Three



You know what Mommy

I'm a boy!!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.

You sound so sad.

It makes me sad too

and I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.



Month Four



Mommy

my hair is starting to grow.

It is very short and fine

but I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.



Month Five



You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby Mommy, your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?



Month Six



I can hear that doctor again.

I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!



Month Seven



Mommy

I am okay.

I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?



Every Abortion Is Just . . .



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.



(revised due to a misunderstanding, totaly my fault)

I got a message from a guy that hurt me a while back, today. and he wants me to forgive him for what he did, but I'm not sure I'll ever be able to forget what he done. I told myself that it would all be ok and I was right for the most part but wrong for the other part. I just really don't know what to do, and am hoping faith will lead me in the right direction. I just need time and I know I have all of it that could possibly be wanted. but then I think about never being promised tomorrow. and sometimes that brings me down.

I never really hate life it just makes me mad how somethings are in it. If I had my choice there would be no pain but now I'm daydreaming and like we all know that's not gonna happen. I try my best to live to the fullest and when my time comes I have no choice but to go. The main thing about this entry is to vent,something I should have started doing a long time ago. But I've always locked my feelings up and hid them from the world. I guess for those of you who actualy read these I'll stop wasting your time and let you go.



one more thing if you do read this please message me. It would mean a lot, to know what you think or just have someone to talk to.

Thanx.