The Coven of Purgatory

Vampire Rave member for 18 years.

Status:  Serpent (52.76)
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Affiliation:  The Coven of Purgatory
Account Type:  Regular
Referred By:  XanderLucian
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  December 13, 1991
Age:  32




Bite Traum

Stalk Traum



An eye for an eye will make the world blind.

I'm always watching!!


Traum is "dream" in german!! for those of you who think it's weird!!!!!

If you plan on judging me or sterotyping me by what your reading then LEAVE me alone and don't go any farther. I don't like sterotypes and I try my best not to use them. I'm just giving you a heads up. That I'm a very blunt, honest, and truthful person that doesn't like to be lied to.

I’m 17 brown hair, brown eyes, kinda tall around 5'11 ISH!! A few things you should know about me is:
1.I wont put up with any bull from anyone.
2. I am a strong and independent individual.
3. I wont set around and let someone get to me, I'll do something about it.
4. I am blunt, honest, sometimes mean and uncaring and cold/cruel hearted, so if you don't take jokes well or know what not to say to me then I'd suggest taking a hike (and not in the woods either)
5. I am also very very friendly and nice, unless you give me a reason not to be.
6. I do have dreams and goals for myself and I will not change them for anyone except myself.
7. If you think you can change me, think again because the only thing changing is your thoughts.

Umm I live in BFE...(Bum Fucked Egypt) the
middle of no where...out in the country. On a farm.. in Whitley County...
ears pierced three times and my cartilage
no tattoos yet but I wanna get Traum tattooed on the inside of my wrist, Traum means Dream in German. If you can dream it you can make it reality!
I have a few small obsessions...my biggest
one is eyes..totally in love with pretty eyes and the second biggest is guys with pretty teeth.
Status: Single
Orientation: STRAIGHT


I like to sing even though I'm no good...
I like to listen to music, cuddle, an watch movies... I really like guys who aren't afraid to be who they are in front of their friends. I like to set in candlelight an I love to be outside when it rains or storms... When I'm not outside when it rains I'm laying in bed listening to it hit the roof. I like to be alone when I'm trying to think. I often think about a lot of stuff way too much. I love my friends if I didn't have them, I would totally be lost in this crazy messed up world to think if it weren't for them I'd have to stick it out alone. I love sports basketball is my favorite, and then football (even thought I'm not completely sure how to play...yet)


I dislike it when people just rate my profile and don't read it. I absolutely hate huge muscles in a guy I think it's sick Big muscles are fine but too much muscle makes me sick.. I don't like stupid people... I dislike it when people use poor grammar mine isn't perfect but it's not bad either. I hate liking someone and them being too far away for me to see:(I hate it most when people tell me I'm pretty or beautiful unless I can see they really mean it. (which isn't often,but they tell me a lot) I don't like glitter or any other type of sparkelie stuff.I CAN'T STAND ABUSIVE MEN, CHILD ABUSE, OR ANIMAL CRUELTY. I also can not stand women using abortion as birth control.

YES, it's a WHOLE apple in my mouth and it looks deformed

Funny Convo Box. :] Soon to be updated...

OK me my dad and my cousin was setting in my camper and i was playing with an empty silly string can and my dad told me to throw it away..
i said "bite me"
he said "I'll do the opposite"
milaina said "what's the opposite...*short pause* tickling?
my dad said * being serious as all get out* "I'll hit her with a hammer"
i looked up from the can and my mouth was dropped to the ground and me and milaina just started cracking up!

^^ this is only one funny conversations that includes my dad and milaina!

OK this includes me my mom and milaina!

i was setting on the couch and my mom was on her way to the bathroom

and i said "mommy will you get me a chocolate pudding"
she said "no get up off your lazy ass and get it yourself" milaina *setting on the love seat cracking up" says funny stuff
i was just playing around and i hollered out to my dad setting on the porch and said "daddy will you get me a chocolate pudding?" he said "no thank you i don't like pudding!" then my mom walked into the kitchen and was fixing her something to eat and by that time i was just saying pudding in a silly voice and said mom get me a pudding please and she said i don't talk to retarded people and i said I'll be nice and well mannered will you please get me a puuuddddingg and she got her food out of the refrigerator and i said pleas so she beamed the pudding at me and hit me in the leg with it! i got my pudding alright! we all just cracked up!

includes me my mom and dad

we were setting in the living room and i was talking about my cousin who is in Hawaii right now,, we were talking about some fabric she bought my mom a few years back and my mom made a shirt out of it,, i said why can't you call her and tell her to buy you some fabric from Hawaii and she said you can't get that there my dad said why not and i said yeah,, we have a wal*mart and they have a wal*aloha then she sat there for a moment and said is that anything like a wal*mart? she was completely serious about it too!


Bowling For Soup- I Almost had you

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]

I almost wish you would've loved me too


Have you ever stopped to think::::
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes.

He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.

He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.

He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up
with your friends.

He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.

He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.

He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.

He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.

He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his
You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order

He doesn't get to eat today.
Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.

He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.
You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.

He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.

He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.

He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.
You roll your eyes as a baby cries.

He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll
ever meet
You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.

He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers
why he is fighting.
You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.

He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.
You see only what the media wants you to see.

He sees the broken bodies lying around him.
You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.

He does exactly what he is told.
You stay at home and watch TV.

He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.
You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.

He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by
You sit there and judge him, saying the world is probably a worse place
because of men like him.

Only if there were more men like him! He's what helped give you the rights you have today

Not my poem,, I'm not sure where I found it.

Never say I love you, If you really don’t care
Never talk about feelings, If they aren’t really there
Never hold my hand, If you’re going to break my heart
Never say you’re going too, If you don’t plan to start
Never look into my eyes, If all you do is lie
Never say hello, If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever, Then say you will try
Never say forever, Cause forever makes me cry

Let me know if you add me as a friend so I may add you back!!!

I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference!

When I stand up for
myself and my beliefs,
they call me a

When I stand up for
those I love,
they call me a

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my own way, they call me a

Being a bitch
means I won't
compromise what's
in my heart.
It means I live my life
MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to
tolerate injustice and
speak against it, I am
defined as a

The same thing happens when I take time for
myself instead of being everyone's maid,
or when I act a little selfish.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am
and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me,
try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a bitch ,
so be it.
I embrace the title and
am proud to bear it.

B- Babe
I- In
T- Total
C- Control of
H- Herself

Sometimes I think about you.
Sometimes I cry at night.
But what it really comes down to is,
when I think about you at night I cry.

I don't know who I am yet.
I don't know why I don't.
I don't know if it's normal.
But I do know that I think
I like not knowing who I am.
Because when I discover new things
about myself it feels good.
And I'm learning something new.
Something I love to do.

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