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Something happened today that I don't completely understand and I probably never will. I don't know how to explain it all day today I didn't know what was going on and I cried for no reason. My friends all asked me what was wrong and I said nothing but they didn't belive me. I've been like this since I met this certain someone who up and outta no where wont speak to me wont return my phone calls and it's really killing me.

I guess this is what you get for opening up isn't it? Like I've said before I really feel like I have no way to vent out and no one to really talk to (besides one person) and I don't want to interfear with her day.

I've made a decision to keep to myself from now on (except a few ppl) I'm not opening up to anyone and I'm going to get through school and college and then set out on my own. The way things are going I don't want to get married unless something dramatic happens (doubt it will) and unless he knocks me off of my feet I wont even speak to a guy (that I don't know)

But I do suppose I'm going to get off here and go shoot some b-ball.

Thank you to those of whom actually read these. It would mean a lot if you voiced your opinion on it.

Regards,

Traum