You are sitting right beside me but you might as well be a million miles away
How could I ever dare to dream to catch your eye
I can hear my voice speaking but they arent the words my heart wants to say
And all that comes out is a sigh each time I try
You are the example of what is right in the world we know
Subtlety, beauty, envious intelligence and seductive grace
You are the goal we want to acheive so bad but see how far it is to go
You are that special breed that nothing could ever replace
I stare at you in silent regret that I cannot say to you all I could
I sit and wonder how it is that you cannot see
If I could see a sign to take a chance, you know I would
And live each day to show you what your heart could meant to me
Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises and love only they can hide
Lips curled into the smile that takes my breath away
Laughter that could make anyone feel better no matter how hard they tried
And a touch that leave me without words to properly convey
I know I would be that last one ever to be on your list
And maybe its wrong of me to even dream at all
But its better to have dreamed then to remember opportunities missed
Especially when you are listening for loves call
The silent call of a uncommited heart echoes through these lonely halls
And I stand ready to receive you if you ever find the time is right
And finally we can answer eternity when it calls
And know that forever begins with just a yes tonight
Listen now to our hearts and what could be loves final call
Tell me my dear can those heart beats be just for me
If its not meant to be, then at least give me credit for trying my all
And allow those fantasies of your hand in mine to stay with me.
I've lost all faith.
I've lost all heart.
I've searched for love to long.
In the flames I have stayed.
Pretending I didn't care.
But I do.
I stayed in flames waiting for you to rescue me.
Searching for what I've lost.
Hoping you'd come and find me,
Protect me and help me.
But when you came I couldn't speak.
I couldn't smile
I couldn't look.
A'll I could do is get on my knees and cry.
You are everything.
To me you are all things.
You now are in flames,
but you are in flames with me.
Hold me,
Touch me,
Search me.
I was fed up with love,
But now I am love.
Through the forest,
Of sliding shadows weeping,
I feel your breath on my neck,
Your vampire blood shrieking.
As I turn to gaze upon your eyes,
Cold shiver whispers through my spine,
Sinking deeper and deeper
Into my warm, but deserted heart.
Your eyes are cold, but yet so charming...
"Would you let me in your cruel world,
To feel the darkness you feel now,
To embrace the curse you have been cursed?"
Your smile fades away,
As you close your haunting eyes,
Your innocence I cannot kill
But it shall be only mine.
A fool there was and he made his prayer
(Even as you and I!)
To a rag and a bone and a hank of hair
(We called her the woman who did not care),
But the fool he called her his lady fair
(Even as you and I!)
Oh the years we waste and the tears we waste
And the work of our head and hand,
Belong to the woman who did not know
(And now we know that she never could know)
And did not understand.
A fool there was and his goods he spent
(Even as you and I!)
Honor and faith and a sure intent
But a fool must follow his natural bent
(And it wasn't the least what the lady meant),
(Even as you and I!)
Oh the toil we lost and the spoil we lost
And the excellent things we planned,
Belong to the woman who didn't know why
(And now we know she never knew why)
And did not understand.
The fool we stripped to his foolish hide
(Even as you and I!)
Which she might have seen when she threw him aside --
(But it isn't on record the lady tried)
So some of him lived but the most of him died --
(Even as you and I!)
And it isn't the shame and it isn't the blame
That stings like a white hot brand.
It's coming to know that she never knew why
(Seeing at last she could never know why)
And never could understand.
Sences moving within me
Warming me with blood
Sleek white skin under,
a bosum so bust
Just two marks, left
from my teeth, that are now
dripping wet with blodd, from
my lover I have drank
From her skin I have bitten
From her soul I have seen
From her heart I have felt.
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