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I FALL TO NIHILISM, NOTHING HAS VALUE, ALL IS DESPAIR, I ALWAYS HELD TO MORTAL MORALITIES, NOW THERE IS KNOW ABSOLUTES, KNOW-ONE TO TELL ME WHAT IS RIGHT, WHAT IS WRONG. I FLOUNDER, WHAT JUDGMENT CAN I GIVE, DO THE MORTAL VALUES STILL HOLD SWAY, FOR WHAT I ONCE WAS, I,M KNOW MORE. THIS MORTALITY I HOLD SO DEAR, BRINGS SUCH PAIN, IT CONFUSES ME, MAKES OF MY NEW NATURE EVIL THAT PLEASURES, I HAVE THE GUILT OF ANGELS FALLEN FROM GRACE. THIS BURDEN I NOW CARRY, IS FAR TO GREAT. I GRAPPLE WITH THIS PART OF MY NATURE EACH WAKING NIGHT. ONLY FOR MY CRAVINGS TO CONCURE, MY ARMS TO ENFOLD A VICTIM, MY MOUTH TO SEEK THE BEATING SOURCE OF LIFE, MY FANGS TO SINK INTO UNWILLING FLESH. THE SOURCE OF MY STRUGGLES GUSHING DOWN MY THROAT, ALL THOUGHTS OF NIHILISM LOST IN THE STRUGGLIG FORM THAT FIGHTS AGAINST THE FINAL TOLL. IN THIS PEACE I FIND. I FIND KNOW ANSWERS, I FIND KNOW PAIN, JUST THE LIFE EXPERIENCES, MEMORIES OF MY VICTIM, WHOSE FUTURE DIES BEFORE MY FIERCELY DETACHED STARE, ALL JUDGMENTS I LEAVE TO FATE.

WATCHING THE FLOW OF HUMANITY SCURRING BY BELOW THE WINDOW, I LET THE ACHE GROW DEEP WITHIN, A PAIN I KNEW WOULD SPREAD, SEEPING INTO EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING, FLOWING LIKE MOULTEN FIRE THROUGH MY VIENS. A WELCOME FRIEND TO MY SORROW, A SIGN TO THE DAMNED, A BEACON TO THOSE LOST SOULS, WHO SEEK AN END TO THIER PRIVATE HELL. FOR AM I NOT THE DEATH ANGEL, COME TO ANSWER YOU,RE PRAYERS. THE GIVER OF PEACE TO THOSE WHO SEEK ME. BECKON NOW TO ME, I SHALL COME SILENTLY, TO BRING YOU AN ETERNAL PEACE, WERE ONLY PAIN NOW RESIDES. PLACE YOUR HEAD UPON MY CHEST, LET ME KISS AWAY THOSE TEARS, AS LIGHT PLAYING SHADOWS ACROSS MY FACE, I TAKE YOU INTO MY ARMS. LOOK ONLY INTO MY GLOWING EYES, HEAR NOTHING BUT MY SOOTHING WORDS, AS MY TEETH SINK SOFTLY INTO YOUR NECK, MY MOUTH GENTLY CLOSING, WORKING NOW, BUT NOT WITH WORDS TO COMFORT, BUT TO CATCH EVERY LAST DROPLET OF BLOOD. YOUR BODY RELAXING IN MY ARMS, I SEE PEACE REPLACING THE PAIN ON YOUR FACE, YOU,RE NOW BEYOUND THE PERILS OF THIS SAVAGE GARDEN. SLOWLY NOW I WITHDRAW FRON YOU, PLACING YOU GENTLY ON THE BED, THE EMPTINESS THAT IS MY ETHERERAL FORM, NOW FILLED WITH NOT YOUR PAIN, JUST YOUR LIFE GIVING BLOOD.

MUST I FEEL TRAPPED BY FEELINGS I CAN BEARLY CONTROL. ALWAYS HIDING MY TRUE NATURE, WILL I EVER FEEL WHOLE. I,VE SUFFERED THE LOSSES OF MANY I,VE LOVED, FROM YOUTH AND AGED, PASSING IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE. WHILE I REMAIN TIMELESS, UNTOUCHED BY THE MORTAL COIL. ONLY TO SUFFER THIER LOSS WITH EVERY COMING NIGHT.

SO THIS IS PERMANENCE LOVE,S SHATTERED PRIDE, WHAT ONCE WAS INNOCENCE, TURNED ON IT,S SIDE, A CLOUD HANGS OVER ME MARKS EVERY MOVE; DEEP IN THE MEMORY OF WHAT ONCE WAS LOVE.