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Sharing my dreams with you

I want to do it so badly

Because you are a part of me

It is beautiful to share my dreams

And I feel is the right thing to do

I don’t want to hide my dreams away from you

So I rather share my dreams with you today

The dreams that I had last night were so vivid like a video

Playing in the video machine

It never slips my mind

I still remember than very well

They are still fresh on my mind

Sharing my dreams with you makes me feel so proud

Last night I dream that I was a black bird

Flying in your window in the morning

You feed me some bread at your window

That bread was quiet tasty

Sometimes I wish that I were that black bird

In your window

It was a beautiful dream

I hope to have more dreams like that

So I can share it with you once again

I am proud to have shared my dreams with you

I was never afraid to share my dreams with you

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deathlarie
20:25 Jan 31 2008

i really like this one mate

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Alone in the dark

I´m sitting here alone in the dark

I´m sad and no one is here to help me

I´m so sad and I want to die

and no one is there to ask me why



Everyone think that I´m ok

but I´m not, I just want to die

I want to die alone in the dark

Far away from everyone I want to die



But I can´t at last I fear

so I´m sitting here

alone in the dark

and cry and no one is there to ask me why

it’s nearly noon and the sun slices

through the thick spring fog, dark

with winter’s gloom, heavy with fatality:

the spent daffodil’s bloom, the cut

tulip whose bulb shrinks into earth,

the dew worm mining to the surface,



the bittersweet-bellied robin surfaces

through cold air, the flight slices

until stick feet meet warm, wet earth

as eyes scan lawns and ditches dark

with winter sleep, the worm cuts

through to the robin’s charge, a fatality



among spring’s chalk marks of fatality

struck against the papery surface

of birch bark, each stain cuts

into the trunk, rips and slices

death as a jagged feature in dark

congealed blood of waking earth,



she is still there, deep in the earth,

calling her children one fatality,

then another, through each dark

season, sinking down from surface,

still air vibrates, incantations slice

through reality, scrape and cut



to the unknown, slash and cut

to another side of the dynamic earth,

the oblivious hyacinth slices

through, refuses to be a fatality

of the season and sings to the surface,

sun shines on the purple florets dark



with pride, ardent hope, like the dark

winter nights that momentarily cut

south past the equator, only to surface

after the humid summer sweat, earth

taking in her own fatality,

battered by tiny atmospheric slices,



dark proud mares issue youth to the earth,

fatalities quickly slip past yawning cuts,

slices of vitality embrace her broad strong surface

If not for the dark

I wouldn’t be here

For not for the part

Of my heart you

Broke

I wouldn’t be able

To write

Like an angel

Master of my craft

Always improving

With out you

There’d be no dark

No art to hide there

No soul willing to find

It

No one to dispair

Without you mother

I would not be what I am

Who I was and what you

Claimed for me to be

If not for the dark

I wouldn’t be

A god given gift

If not for the dark,

I wouldn’t cry when it rained,

And I wouldn’t think of

That damned flood...

So many years ago,

If not for the dark...

I could not be vain,

I could not be at once

Maculine Eros

And Fememine Aphrodite

I could not see why

Pride will be my downfall

If not for the dark

I would be bitter to the world

Becuase of your rotting

Cervix I came forth

If not for the dark

Come to me dark angel, I need thee tonight



Unleash upon me, those merciless hunters eyes.



Come to me dark angel, I crave thee with in



Those hands that tear my heart, and infuse my skin



I beckon thee dark angel, how I taste your lips



That mouth that sears my totality, with a hypnotic tongue and teethy nips



Oh my angel, it is not your light that I seek,



But your darkness your savagery, that drives my aching body



Know me dark angel, as my soul calls to thee



Strangely your depth and demons comfort mine,



As you plunge me into dark desire,



I beckon thee dark angel, I am liquid fire burning for your claim



See me dark angel, as I see thee



Humane though not quite human, pour your fantasies into me



I care not what the dawn brings



I need thee dream angel, tonight be real and only for me

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BNN666
21:30 Mar 16 2008

i luv thiz poem.i have poemz 2.check em out n comment em if u want 2.

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There is a dark cloud over my head

With every move i make, every step i take

It keeps following me

Lord you know i want to free

Dark clouds, dark clouds, dark clouds

Now as the rain begins to fall, i feel so small

I'm always getting wet with the rain of prejudice

Look there is a mist of discrimation

And the fog of injustice

Dark clouds, dark clouds, dark clouds hanging over my head

Lord you know i want to be free

It's hard to look through the thickness of the clouds

Standing under the dark clouds the sun never shines

As my eyes glist for a brighter tomorrow

My sisters and brothers are filled with sorrow

Dark clouds, dark clouds, dark clouds

Why do they keep following me

Lord you know i want to be free

This cloud kept many of our people down

This cloud has kept us bound

Our head hanging to the ground

A cloud of sorrow and pain

A cloud of loneiness and despair

Wondering does anyone care

Now as i look beyond the horizon with the telescope

Of my mind

It was fantastic what i've found

If you can look beyond your dark cloud, sorrow and pain

You will see a star shining so near, yet it seems so far

Beyond your dark clouds, there is a galaxy of deterination

There is a star of i am somebody and it's shining

For the whole world to see

Let's load up our spaceship of education

Put our satellite into orbit, let's speed on to culture

Proudness

Gravitation of ignorance will never hold me down

There's no time for malfunction in our dreams

For many years our focus was ecliped

Eclipse we were inferior, eclipse we couldn't make it

Couldn't go to the same school

We can see clearly now my sisters and brothers

Let's walk in the light, let's fuel up with knowledge

Independence, awareness

Yes use the telescope of your mind

The satellite of youe soul

The orbit of your heart

To reach that certain star, no matter how near or far

Expression Blank,

She reveals little,

She doesn't understand the world,

She’s socially dyslexic

Don't cry,

Don’t hide in the dark,

Find a lie,

Find a little spark.

Feel a little something

From a certain someone

Dark corners are so familiar

You cherish them each day

Because You

Hide close and hide away

Hide far and hide near

Don’t disappear

Into the abyss

Into the dark

Into a kiss

Find a little Spark

Find a little Spark

You can’t find it in the dark

You can find it in your heart

You just disappear

Into the abyss

Into the dark

Into a kiss

Into your seething self

Found on some dusty shelf

Caught between the piles of mould

Stored away always put on hold

Don't cry,

Don’t hide in the dark,

Find a lie,

Find a little spark.

You disappeared

Into the abyss

Into the dark

Into a kiss

Find a little Spark

Find a little Spark

You can’t find it in the dark

Lost in the abyss

promises made in the dark

never believe

if you do, you will just

greive



promises made in the dark

dont come from within

they are made in a hurry

from lust and sin



promises made in the dark

have no real meaning

if you think they are real

you are just dreaming



promises made in the dark

can make you delirious

they are to get something

so please dont take them serious



promises made in the dark

can never be real

by the one who makes them

love they dont feel



promises made in the dark

are nothing but lies

made by a lot of people

women sometimes, but mostly guys



promises made in the dark

can never come true

you mind, your body, your life

they want to screw



promises made in the dark

i did believe

sadly now i just

grieve

You have dark clouds

Really dark clouds

Over you

The good thing about those dark clouds

They hold no rain

For you or me

Cant you see beyond those dark clouds

At the bright shiny sky

That is just ahead

For you and me

The sun is breaking through those dark clouds

To shine a bright shining light

Just for you and me

Can you see flowers in the dark

While walking in the park

Accompanied by the sky lark



Can you hear the sky lark

While walking in the park

Looking for flowers in the dark



Can you walk in the park

Listening to the sky lark

Look for flowers in the dark



Can the sky lark

Listening to flowers in the dark

Walk in the park



Can the flowers in the park

Listening to the sky lark

Notice you in the dark

Dark shadows rising

above me from the ground

Destroying secret dreams



Dark shadows rising

even after they're casted away

They come back



Dark shadows rising

causing chaos across my mind

I can't stand



Dark shadows rising

paralyzing me purposefully so that

I can't move



Dark shadows dying

No more shadows flying around

Remembering my dreams

It's dark outside,

before I was born

it was dark inside



views of bias are

from inside out,

warm and sure



not always

tender and pure

it's dark outside



I try to look

from outside in

cleanse myself



from sin of bias,

awaiting dawn

and a bright new day,



Mists came in

fog and dreary

dark clouds



impure and acid

obscured the sunbeams

from coming through



Oh, tell them all

beware,

murky horizons



before the dawn

unclean and polluted,

we didn't care enough,



will it be dark outside

when morning comes,

go back to bed



it's just a foul dream

smile, already

it has fled

Im lost in my own dark little world,

it has four walls,

a window,

& a door,

Its forever 3am and sleep escapes me once more,



Im doomed to lie here,

with only my conscious as comfort,

& the dark as my friend,



Only i know whats said in the dark,

whats done in the dark,

Im left to myself in the dark,



The sandman,

he is no saviour,

for he has not come tonight,

now i must seek the safety of day,

of light,



Only hell is alike,

with purgatory for dessert,

I can only hope,

for sweet somnium,

Tonight...

So dark is the night

Devoid of humorous voice,

The night, is so dark

At the depth of dead silence;



The dark night arrives

As glowing stars

Surrounding the glittering moon

Radiate above in the sky;



The dark night stares

At overthrow of bats

Over blue spread coloured sky

Amongst the ashen white, serenity's colours.



So dark is the night

Devoid of humorous species' voice,

So lonely is the night

Devoid of love's warm arms.

Wrong taken path

path night of day

day of sight lost

lost night in way

way flee to from

from flying night

night stalking seems

seems healed dreams

dreams of lost dark

dark found in light

light lost hand held

held bright but not

not bound placed in

in sight by mind

mind sight out of

of scattered thought

thought past maybe

maybe true seeks

seeks memory

memory of night

night dream is of

of failed sight

sight of the lost

lost within dark

dark light within

within can be

be what cannot

cannot still see

see light to be

be only night

night over sea

sea of the past

past of lost light

light dark within

within to flee

This Girl In The Dark

Has a beautiful face without a name

And a beautiful smile to hide the pain

This Girl In the Dark

Has cuts up her arm

Loves nothing more then self harm

This Girl in the dark

Doesn’t know how much longer she can keep trying

Everyday she’s slowly dying

This Girl in the Dark

Sits all alone

Wants a place to truly call home

This Girl in the dark

Wants nothing more then to be free

I know this because this Girl is me

IN THE DARK MIRROR



in the dark mirror

where no light can reach

I see her still face

radiant with a smile

her passion frozen

in the dark mirror

Everything looks different in the dark

Sometimes I imagine that things that are standing still are moving

And they are not; it is only in my mind

The dark sometimes can be frightening

The dark is like a burned paint

The dark must grieve alone for its lost friend

No one around to hear its silence

But the silence so peaceful that tears the heart

I look back as I am walking to see if anyone is following me

But thanks god no one is

Only the sound of my footsteps I hear

The trees in the dark looks strange to me, I only see a dark shadow

Up in the morning and down the plank road

The poor beasts of burden are lifting the load

Straining their shoulders and bending their spine

It’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

And it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine



Your skin black as coal, and your eyes bloodshot red

From the day that you’re born ‘til long after you’re dead

You tell to yourself your just passing the time

But it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

It’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine



It’s work ‘til you dropp if thats what it takes

To please the clean bastard who caught a good break

You can damn him to hell, you can wish he was blind

It’s still dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

O it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine



You lose count of the years and you feel everyday

Just a handful of shrapnel that withers away

It’s a long cold life sentence and hunger’s your crime

And it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

And it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine



It’s only enough to keep off the dole

And you dig and you dig but you’re still in the hole

And you swear at some god that you’ll get out alive

O it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

And it’s dark as a dungeon way down in the mine

I heard a song last night

Alone in my car, in the velvet dark

It epitomised my feelings, my reelings

And I began to understand



'I never lost you, you were never mine'

Those words rang true, stung my heart

Driving at one mile per hour

In the velvet dark



I smiled as the lonely tear fell

A wry, upside-down frown

And the music began to painfully soothe

In the velvet dark



You were never, ever mine

To touch, to feel, just a ghost

Of a promise, whom I would never see

In the velvet dark



Lucky those roads were quiet

No crazed drivers forcing me on

And I pulled into a hidden corner

In the velvet dark



Your heart wasn't mine

To try to hold and to repair

You needed me and I needed you

In the velvet dark



We tried to make it

Through impossible barriers

Of dreams and hopes, spinning uncontrollably

In the velvet dark



Picking up my emotions

I pulled back onto that road

Moving towards my home, my sanity

In the velvet dark



I never lost you, I'll never lose you

I'll just remember, the good times

There were a few heady nights together

In the velvet dark



So, this song I will remember

For bringing home to me

The truth, the bitter-sweet memories

Forever in the velvet dark

Emotions find fragrance

Emitting violet sensations

Mindful synapses burst bloomed

In dark gardens



Under the moonlit trees

Utterance is given to memories

Anguished against grey shadows

In dark gardens



Sweet nectars slip my tongue

Singing electric through impulses

Voiced by my hands holding quill

In dark gardens



Compassion is an echo

Cobalt blue on heartsome red

Felt for feathered friends

In dark gardens



What is wrong is an end

Wishing for refreshing newness

Ley lines from this circling round

In dark gardens



Powerful disability mingles

Maudlin on the end of dispairs

Dreading the next violin

In dark gardens



Knowledge comes softly

Kneeling on my furrowed brow

Brandishing disharmonied hours

In dark gardens



Forlornly I walk amongst lillies

Loving the essence of these strangers

Straining to see into my valley

Of dark gardens



Whomsoever walks on this bower

Borrows a spare part in time

Thorns prick them there

In dark gardens



Peaceful ponderings pander

For a few golden moments of magic

Made by souls mixed and married

In dark gardens.

i sit alone

in this cold dark room

no windows

no doors

icy cold air

i sit alone

in this cold dark room



i live alone

in this cold dark room

no family

no friends

no life to share

i live alone

in this cold dark room



i stay alone

in this cold dark room

no voices

no sounds

no one does care

i stay alone

in this cold dark room



i sit alone

in this cold dark room

no way out

no way in

but i dont care

i sit alone

in this cold dark room



i live alone

in this cold dark room

in my mind

in my world

i dont want to share

i stay alone

in this cold dark room



i stay alone

in this cold dark room

because

it's easier that way

This Dark Place

I can not see

I am afraid of

This Dark Place

It is where I am

Dragged to.

I go kicking and screaming

For you

This Dark Place

Is where he takes me to

This Dark Place

The stakes are high

I can not see the sky

This Dark Place

For if he wins my soul will

Sore high in the sky

This Dark Place

Brings chills that

Will kill

This Dark Place

No stars in the sky

One light in the dark

I can't see anything except my face

Nobody heard me

Nobody want to listen

Nobody awake

My voice just lose in the dark



In their world

I'm not alive

But I'm shouting in the dark

I'm shocking in the dark

I'm hiting in the dark



I wanna swallow the whole dark

I'll rip the dark

With my black knife



I saw a bleeding line

A shining line

It's the dawning of my life

It's dark outside

But I see the light

Then darkness

I see the light again

And here comes dark



It's dark outside

I am lonely and sad

But I see the light

You ask my name

Then darkness

You take my hand

I see the light again

We fall in love

And here comes dark



It's dark outside

I can't find you

But I see the light

You were right there

Then darkness

I have my doubts

I see the light again

You say I'm wrong

And here comes dark



It's dark outside

I reach for you

But I see the light

You don't reach for me

Then darkness

I feel alone

I see the light again

I read your face

And here comes dark



It's dark outside

I want to leave

But I see the light

You're come to me

Then darkness

I feel your grip

I see the light

You're hurting me

And here comes dark



It's dark outside

I try to scream

But I see the light

You have my throat

Then darkness

I can not breath

I see the light

For the last time

And here comes dark

Walking in the cold gloomy rain

Hair soaking wet and laughing from the sign of death

I pull out the thorns that are sticking into my lips

I take your cold hands and squeezed them tight

Swing me to the flooded ground

with my tears falling, rain mixes with them

As my body falls to the ground I get back up again from my bleeding lips to my bloody eyes I hold You, You hold me long as u can as the bullet holes soke into my back..

My lips meet yours and I tell you don’t worry....we will be together again soon

As my arm wraps around your body I stab u in the heart showing you what you are losing when I fall to the ground..

I fall to my knees crying so hard I put my hand over my bloody heart

And I kiss you goodbye

This world is hell,

Can’t any of you tell?

This world is like a nightmare,

Passing by our dreams they tear.



This world is no fun,

All we ever do is play with guns.

This world is like a game,

We always fall down the wrong lane.



This world is so scary,

Don’t you wish we all had a fairy?

This world is like a heart,

So scary, broke, and dark.



This world is broken,

Can’t you see us all choking?

This world is like a leaf,

Falling down and going beneath.



This world is one big lie,

All we ever do is sit and cry.

This world is like a flower,

We all fall down and lose our power.



This world is so fake,

All we ever do is give and take.

This world is like a ride,

Up and down until we commit suicide.

She is the one when the days are so bright and beautiful and every time you’ll see her your heart is filled with great joy. What ever she say’s or does you’ll always still love her no matter what it is her beautiful looks down to her just casual looks you still care for your baby no matter what. When she falls you’ll be there to pick her up and when she is crying you’ll be there to cheer her up. When she makes a mistake you’re their to make her feel warmth and cared and when she’s angry you’ll just stay by her side and make sure everything is alright by day by day you’ll love your baby and make her feel happy and loved don’t leave her to drown in life itself. Be her angel she will follow you out just don’t let her fall all apart she’ll make it with a loving caring angel like myself.

Cry Cry bye bye, my love I have to go so I say good by for the last time. Don’t tear don’t cry my baby I’ll always be here for you, you can call me any time baby I’m sorry for hurting that was the last time.

So baby hold on to your heart don’t let it drag you down because you can still shine with out me here your day’s will still be filled with love and warmth and desire. Maybe some body else will light the fire some day I may call you my baby once again till then I’ll cry forever until my heart is filled with your love again so farewell my love till then I will love you again some day.

Life is a bloody shine as the vampire bites into my flesh

It has no meaning to it just beginning of a new race

You’ll cry you will eventually die of the disease he bleeds

It’s the time to say goodbye to your loving human race

I lost my life; I gave it to the underworld

It took my loved ones

As the blood runs through my vanes and pumped into my slowly dead heart

It was like a life no money could put a price on

Immortal to any thing on this god for saken earth that you call home

The ones who disown there life’s were the chosen ones

To be called the Vampire…

Life so dark it wont ever get bright.



If I had just one more tear I would have no fear.



My life is so dark and hated for I just want to lay down and cry.



Please wake me up I’m lost.



If I had just had one more tear I would have no fear.



Help help these demons won’t let me go.



Please wake me up I’m lost.



My baby has left me we had to choose death or together.



Help help these demons won’t let me go.



My life is so dark and hated for I just want to lay down and cry.



My baby has left me we had to choose death or together.



Life so dark it wont ever get bright.

Life so dark it wont ever get bright.



If I had just one more tear I would have no fear.



My life is so dark and hated for I just want to lay down and cry.



Please wake me up I’m lost.



If I had just had one more tear I would have no fear.



Help help these demons won’t let me go.



Please wake me up I’m lost.



My baby has left me we had to choose death or together.



Help help these demons won’t let me go.



My life is so dark and hated for I just want to lay down and cry.



My baby has left me we had to choose death or together.



Life so dark it wont ever get bright.

~* I’m Sorry! *~

I thought they were my true friends,

But now it’s all going to an end.

I juts wish I had a gun, so I could be done.



The good times we all had together,

I wish they could all last forever.

But everyone hates me now,

Because I made another foul.



I’m sorry I hurt you all,

I’m sorry I never call.

I’m sorry for everything I did,

I was just only being a kid.



I thought that they were all my true friends,

But now it’s all going to an end.

Scents I don’t have a gun to be done,

I’ll just use a knife for the rest of my life.



All the secrets we shared together,

It’s all gone faster than a feather.

I wish I didn’t have to say goodbye,

But right at this point,

You all just want me to die.



I’m sorry I hurt you all,

I’m sorry I made you fall.

I’m sorry I was never there,

That just doesn’t seem far.



I thought they were all my friends,

But now it’s all going to an end.

I’m sorry I hurt you all,

I’m sorry I made you feel dale.



I’m sorry for everything I did,

I was just only being a kid.

But now its time for me to say goodbye,

Because everything was just one big lie.

***Fighting Poem***

We fight we fall.

We swing we throw.

We brawl we crawl.

We smack we crack.

We might run up on you or we will gat right up on you

If you step up you will get wrecked up.

If you fight you might stay alive.

These streets need fighters not writers.

If you can’t fight you mine as well sing your la a by.

Well that’s all it has don’t walk by without your hat.

Death***



Death is blind, death is pain



Death brings new life



It has no right or wrong



We have are nights and days



It’s only a drag how it all goes to waste



My pain is growing deeper



This life is a bloody drag



I have to say goodbye



On my very last day…

*Love can only mean one more tear*

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When you love you will cry

When you hide you will eventually die

Say Good bye and I’ll say I’m going to die

MY love my life

I wont every be able to see great life with you again

Tear Tear from my heart

Your fear is only your love

You’ll say you’ll be right here

But all you’ll do is make another tear

My baby I’ll always cry one more tear right here