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here's a question. What does love really mean? to me it means that you should never have to say your sorry for doing anything unless it's made the other person sad or a little annoyed. i'm gonna tell you all alittle something about me. i have told 4 guys that i dated that i loved them. i wont go in to names. but when me and them where dating i thought i was in love and then one day about a year ago in october i met this guy who dated a few of my friends and i keep seeing him from a distance and keep asking my bestfriend about this guy. it wasn't untill he spilled apple jucie on his stuff that i got a real good look at him. he was sweet and cute and i thought about how i would love to make him mine. and i just thought about this guy i was dating at the time and i went to the pay phone and broke up with him. h was a real jerk and he was mean. he did horrble things to me. and i thought that was how guys where supposed to treat their GFs. and then i just realized when i looked in to Mike's eyes that he could be the one for me. and after i broke up with my BF. i begged my friend to hook us up or at least find out if he had a GF. and he did but it was one of those i need someone so lets date for the hell of it. and then she finaly hooked us up. ever since then i have thought about the love i have for him. we've broke'n up twice. and i still wonder if he really loves me. the day we dyed my hair i realized he does.

hey all, well i just want to say Azriel i love you and you are the best thing to happen to me. i just wish we could be together forever. and if we can't i will die trying. my mom will get over what ever she needs to. i love you more than life and i plan on keeping you. i love you. i miss you and i wish you where here with me. holding me and kissing me and all that. i love you and i always will.

well you people really don't know who i am but i am gonna tell you. i'm a girl who just wants to find the real me. i just feel thet i never really got to find me. as a child i was always hanging out with the boys and then i moved and i was a girly girl. and know i'm just a girl that wants the truth. i want to find out about my family and all that. but the problem is i don't want to be hurt by the truth. i met this cute hot nice sweet guy at this thing called relay for life. and a friend hooked us up. and then things where great and then we broke up and then hooked back up and then broke up after our one year ann. my sister renee got married on the same day as relay for life this past year and i just want to go crazy. but anywho. my sister is prenant and all that fun stuff. My dad on the other hand is a jerk. he's the type that makes you feel like your worthless. so yea. my mom on the other hand is kinda nice but still a bitch at times. just like me. well i need to go cuz i just don't feel like getting in anymore details about me and my life.

hey everyone who reads this. my night was kinda messed up last night i didn't get much sleep and i feel sick. Azriel and i got in to a little thing last night about me wanting a baby and all that. some things got said and i wanted to just die. but i'm not dead. i just want things to go back to normal well as normal as it can get. well i have been really upset lately and everyone isn't helping. but Azriel did make me feel somewhat good yestureday. with the pic we do look cue together but yea anyway. i am leaving so Azriel can read all i have wrote and i'll tell you everything later about last night. well lotz of love to all my friends. and i love you Azriel thank you for making me feel a little better last night. i'll ttyl. bye.

well i've done some crazy things but i at least know what i want. well sorta. well i don't have much to say so i will go but yea.