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all of these thoughts rushing through my head

that it hitts me so hard that i feel dead

why does life have to make me suffer

when so many people are beating and screaming at another

will this pain ever go away

it hurts me so much that i am starting to decay

i know that i am not the only one who feels this way

but will i ever be able to live like this day to day

i feel so alone even in a crowd of others

especially since i dont want to hurt my mother or brothers

will i ever be happy enough to live life and perhaps find a lover

so why does life have to make me suffer?