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We live without realizing that we`re are living and then... We`re dead...

What is time well used?

You may say : when we learn maybe...

But after all we`re always learning...

So... is it imposible to waste time? Is there anything we can do that is absolutely unnecesary?, because everything we do makes us grow...

Mmm... interessant...



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VampirArmand

There are certain moment in everybody`s life when you say: and now what? I`ve been doing this all my life, I don`t know another way of living... Yesterday everything was so simple but now I have to think about a lot of stuff...

There`s a whole world waiting for you... but you just seem to be in a kind of cage or something, and everything is a mess, and you don`t know where to start... then you say... what next?

The best or worst part of it all is that niemand knows what to do, everybody is just as lost as you are in that situation... so... what should we do?...

Well, I think the answer to everything is just do what you feel like doing at that moment...I know i solve all problems of life with that filosophy but at the time is the best filosophy I could elaborate...



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VampyrArmand

I was thinking.... that maybe there are things we don`t like in the present time of our lives, but then... when all this becomes part of the past we`ll miss these times. Even if today we hate them...

This very moment will never come back, never...

Never will be the same, and then you`ll think, wow, those were happy times, those were perfect days...



"Sometimes I get to feelin'

I was back in the old days - long ago

When we were kids when we were young

Thing seemed so perfect - you know

The days were endless we were crazy we were young

The sun was always shinin' - we just lived for fun

Sometimes it seems like lately - I just don't know

The rest of my life's been just a show"



"You can't turn back the clock you can't turn back the tide

Ain't that a shame

I'd like to go back one time on a roller coaster ride

When life was just a game

No use in sitting and thinkin' on what you did

When you can lay back and enjoy it through your kids

Sometimes it seems like lately - I just don't know

Better sit back and go with the flow"



Well, for the ones that doesn`t know, that lyric is from "these are the days of our lives", a Queen song...

Well, the conclusion of all these is that we have to enjoy this moment the best we can, and think "Wow, i`m having a great time, this time it`s perfect, i`m happy" because otherwise, you`ll lose all the good moments...



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VampyrArmand

One thought that was in my head for a long time is that times makes things perfect... for example you have a (dunno..) guitar, that guitar is old and it`s a little bit broken (just for saying something) at first moment you don`t like it... but as time passes by, you learn to love it just the way it is, broken and all and in that moment and for the rest of it`s time you`ll see it perfect. I think the same can be applied for beings, with time you learn to appreciate them (well I think not always) just the way they are, and you don`t want them to change...



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VampyrArmand

Well, this 2 songs Lyrics are from videogames : the first one from "Chocobo Racing" and the second one from "Final Fantasy VIII" . I don`t think that someone who hasn`t played the game would like them because he probably don`t feel them the same way... Dunno, maybe i`m wrong....

Anyway, I think they`re more than just cute love songs, they`re beautiful and artistic...

Obviously hearing them is better, anyway, here I transcript the lyrics



Diamonds in My Heart

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Do you remember the days

When we had long long ways to go

And you were there for me,

As I was there for you to be around

The sun was shining brightly

Down on us so gently

That we thought we could go on

Or was



Hand in hand, forever and almorn

We would run, we'd never have enough

Did an angel know when it was time to live

Or time to sleep

On and on, the hours tick away

So the memories can go astray

Oh, how I miss the days of golden sun

And please,

I'd rather be with you

I still remember the days

When we had long long time to share

Until I saw you there

Not as tired as I used to feel

Hello I said unsurly

You smiled a little shyly

Soon we knew we would go on

Together on a journey to our dreams



Hand and hand, forever and almorn

We'd run, didn't even care to ask

How far away from home

We'd have to go



On and on, the hours tick away

Oh the memories go astray

Oh I miss the never-ending road,

And sure,

I'd rather be with you

Sweet summer breeze

Or autumn leaves

Through winter skys

And flowers of spring

Friends and their laughter

Precious and kind

Let them shine like diamonds in my heart



All along, I'm here to find the way

To what dreams, we used to have before,

And I hope to see again

Your smiling face along the way somewhere

If you hear me calling out today

And you see the meaning of it all

Come and join me on this way again

You know, tomorrow will be there...





Eyes on Me

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Whenever sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar



My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?

Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?

That I had mine on you



*Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer



So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I had mine on you



Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if you're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming

Well it is... it`s everything so weird, because sometimes you think that you`r e apart from the world but then you realize you`re not... That`s weird!

Dunno if you understand what I say (well, you obviously understand, it`s not complicated, but I tried to say that I don`t know if you fell it). That may not be strange because I always doubt my feelings, and thoughts, and life... well, i`m an ecceptical so I always doubt everything...

mmmmmmmmm

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VampyrArmand

hmmm... writing my diary online instead in paper... sounds interessant....well, maybe I will, but not everything, because it`s a little bit hard to write all my thoughts in english, i just can`t express the way i`d like to...

I write lots of thoughts trying to find the meaning of existence... I know i`ll never will (villeicht), but who knows right?

Well, ì`ll try to be the more espontaneus (¿?) i can...



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VampyrArmand