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Journals

21:54 Aug 27 2015
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I love to read all the different journals on here. They can be from downright insane all the way to very enlightening.



I have noticed people on here get all sensitive about some things another member says to either them or someone they know yada yada and so forth.



Whether its about negative ratings or negative honor.

Then a bitch spat occurs. Really?



Are people really a fragile house of cards that ONE negative comment brings it all down? Getting all mad about stuff.



If you are secure in whatever it is you are into or believe then whatever anyone has to say negatively against you will not bother you. Your reaction tells the tale.



For example...on the kismet page, there is a guy that is all "they can die" about a down rate on a book, Starfyre. Really?



Somebody down rated or whatever its called on here. So what?



Free entertainment.



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HauntingWords
HauntingWords
19:56 Aug 30 2015

So very true.. personally I love all feedback whether it be good or bad. Its intriguing to see how words affect different souls~





 

crazy

02:50 Aug 27 2015
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Jericho here we come. Gonna be fun. Get your little duckies in a row, quack quack.


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Parlor tricks

03:37 Aug 23 2015
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What is a parlor trick you ask?



Most of the time it is where someone has learned how to project a image to where it seems you are seeing shadows or silhouettes in front of you. The images are usually hazy and smoke like in movement. Smoke an mirrors eh?. They don't last long, few seconds at most. Move very fast.



The next trick after that is low level "dream walking". Meaning whoever has just enough ass to invade your dream and attack with off the wall stuff. For example, say with a crazy demonic, Chucky, killer baby crawling behind walls. Hahaha, i know. Straight from a cheap horror movie.



The idea in both cases is to create fear and/or terror in the target. If your fear takes over then that just gives whoever a even bigger door to work their trick. Besides fear is such a low emotion that the low skilled tend to go for that. In other words its easy.



It has bean years since I have had this kinda fun. I must have pissed someone off. How I do not know. Oh well. I guess out of 21 thousand members there is gonna be a few that know some tricks.



The images and lil movie aren't real. The interaction is the only real thing happening. I wonder if Chucky's face is hurting.



I was gonna ramble on about how things can translate from lala land onto your body, things like bruises, scratches and welts when you wake up.


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Hilarious

10:00 Aug 22 2015
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I just read a closed thread about whether or not vampirism/vampires is a religion. In the VR forum.



I read the whole long hilarious thread. Totally cracked me up.



Half of it made no sense to me at all, just wah wah wah, like how Charlie Brown's teacher sounds hahaha.



Don't misunderstand me, I am not downing anyone in that thread.



Just that if you understand the nature of WHY a religion is usually started in the first place then the whole point of the thread is one that didn't even need to be asked or made.



A lot of people also confuse a "philosophy" with a religion.



Anyway, if you dig back far enough, you will find that a religion is started based off something seen that produced either awe or fear or both in primitive man. Add lack of understanding to that and wallah, you have a religion.



Lets even use the Hollywood version of a vampire. Flying around, turning into a bat, shape shifting and not to mention performing all that seductive sex. Immortal too.



A vampire such as this wouldn't have a religion at all. The vampire would have been the focus of the religion. That Hollywood vampire would have been worshiped and considered a deity.



Its funny, even in Blade 3, someone gave you a big huge hint of where to look for the origins of vampires. A character in the movie-Drake, also known as Dracula—the genetic "father" of their species. They find him in a Syrian ziggurat tomb.



Sumeria is the spot or a spot, way before there was English, much less the term "vampire".



Real history and Archaeology is much more interesting than Hollywood any day.


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Better

19:54 Aug 20 2015
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Feeling much better today, ty geezus. The past few days have worn me out with all the lala land visits.



I didn't mind the dark ladies though. Maybe I get a break for the next few days. I hope so.



Anyone know what the hell a non linear timeline is? If you do comment or shoot me a message.



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Calm

06:19 Aug 20 2015
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Today is one of those days where NOTHING is going on at all. Just sooooo calm till its loud.



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Psychic vampires

19:00 Aug 17 2015
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Oh no!!!, someone wants proof of any "psychic" stuff you claim.



Then you get called delusional when you can't. It is allllll in your head. A fantasy.



Why do you even care what another says against you?



I am talking mostly to those that have their own personal proof.



There is real proof but you will NEVER see it. That stuff is clamped down tight. The smart ones here will know exactly what I mean.



Don't let yourselves be baited to anger. Ya know, "I'll show them!!!". That is the whole point of the bait. To get you to "show" yourself. The hunter becomes the hunted.



Scientists are no different than Priests. They both sat around and all agreed on what X means. Then ran around proclaiming what they agreed on as the ONLY view.



These are the same people (mindset) that wanted proof the earth wasn't flat.



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Amenthewick
Amenthewick
19:30 Aug 17 2015

their own desire to overcome their own ourboros is not only poisoning their enlightenment...but is trying to seep into your reality......do a spell upon yourself that they will stop in your presence doing this....if you cast a spell upon yourself about them....you get 100 percent of the spells benefits without ka payment....





 

Eh...

08:59 Aug 17 2015
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Totally deleted the whole thing. Not worth the grief.


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Alone

07:08 Aug 16 2015
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It never ceases to amaze me so many think or feel they are alone.



You are NEVER alone.



Whatever load you are carrying why don't you set it down? Why do you carry it? Must be a pain fetish.



Forget this world for awhile and look into another. Can you? This world isn't going anywhere.



Go inward to get out. Run where your thoughts take you. Stop imprisoning yourself.



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T
T
07:19 Aug 16 2015

Well some of us cant drop the load some of us have been through so much we cant just drop it and I wolud know ive tryed





Vann
Vann
07:40 Aug 16 2015

One just sets it down. How you get there isn't easy. Takes being honest with yourself. Know thyself.





 

Horns

00:39 Aug 14 2015
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Demons and devils depicted with horns. I have always wondered why this is so. After reading somewhere that it meant psychic abilities. Just a symbol? Still didn't make sense.



One night, years ago, the juice was flowing very very heavy. At both the left and right temples I began to feel lil knobs protruding out. To the point I reached up and touched the spots. Nothing was there physically yet I could feel the knobs. Like the way a person who has lost a limb still feels it there but its not. Similar.



Some more time went by and those knobs began to feel like curved little horns. Eventually feeling about two inches long. They pointed forward and curved in just a bit, slight angle upwards. That is how they felt.



Now I am not saying I am a demon or whatever. Just that somewhere along the line that little tidbit of info about what horns really represent was omitted.



Imagine thousands of years ago if people started tapping into psychic/energy things on a mass scale. How would a church or government control that?



So now much is depicted as evil and demonic. Sure there are evil demonic things out there. Just so much that isn't was tossed in with it. To scare people away from taking control of their own minds and power.



The new religion's devils are the old religion's gods.



It is not to long ago I would have been burned for the things I have just posted here.



The church ceased the execution of Witches in South America in the 1830s. 185 years ago isn't very long.


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Hmm

00:51 Aug 13 2015
Times Read: 792


I choose who knows me.

Your claims mean nothing to me.

It is I who claims.



Have you pierced my Veil?

Seen my beauty?

I see you haven't.



I am Bast.



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To damn hot today

23:34 Aug 12 2015
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Shoot me now if i gotta go outside again today!!!!



Felt like a piece of bacon sizzling.



I really miss having a night job. To hell with this sun cooking me.


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Shadows

05:51 Aug 12 2015
Times Read: 800


Gotta love those fleeting, out of the corner of your eyes, shadows in daylight. Damn I hear Hall & Oates singing.



Is it "something wicked this way comes"? Or "something delicious this way comes"?



Both at once would be lovely.







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RIP Sangi

04:59 Aug 07 2015
Times Read: 822


http://merticus.com/vampirenews/2015/08/05/rip-sanguinarius-1970-2015-vampire-community-pioneer/


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At this moment

09:56 Aug 06 2015
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To many things at once in my mind. Drawn backwards in my memories. Each one a bubble from the depth. Only to pop across my awareness. Maybe its connect the dots. Nudges to get moving again.



Its not like I have forgotten. Just not thinking of it all. A vacation of sorts.



First, the Cube. Very ancient. Sandstone. Edges in black and script along those edges in black as well. Writing I do not understand. Its like Arabic and runes blended together. Surrounding the cube, in a rings, are holy objects. None are familiar at all. Its only when I look out about twenty feet I see familiar objects. Yet still more past that point. The cube is in a underground cavern.



Second, the Room. Darker than darkness inside this room. Only things to see are foot and head boards of beds bundled together. Floating stationary throughout the room. Across the room is a huge old door. It opens. Out pours pure malice and hate. Thick and heavy. All of a sudden these huge tentacles come out and reach into the room. Searching. Judging by the size of these searchers, whatever it is on the other side of the door is huge. As soon as I realize the partial beds are other people that have been where I am, I snap awake. Knowing now that whatever is behind the door is whats in the Cube.



Third, the Mark. On break at work. Sitting outside. A few days after the door thing. Just thinking. A female voice says "Be still, it will only hurt just a bit." This kinda stuff makes you wonder if you haven't lost your marbles. Sit still? My right fore arm, on the inside, starts to sting badly. Like a burn or a very bad sting. Looking down at my arm, I see a red welt rising. Just burning. Few minutes later the welt isn't as puffy looking but is definitely very red. Its about four inches long and looks like a serpent that has swallowed a egg.



Fourth,Three face. Again in darkness. These people like zombies or the dead are just surrounding me. They part to let this being whose head is rotating to show a different face. One is Babylonian, another is a beast demon and the last is a regular looking face.



This being is getting closer to me and I can feel it. The same thing from the room just a different appearance. Suddenly I feel like I am being lifted up. At the same time ahead of me the whole scene is being split by a hand as if parting a curtain and it spreads wide. The dark place is gone and now its daylight.



Looking around its desert looking with craggy cliffs. "He won't find you again." Looking up to where the voice came from, I see a man with wings. He is standing on a outcropping up the cliff. Jet black wings with tinge of sliver along the edges. Wearing furs like a brief. A leather harness vest. Black hair. A huge blacksmith's hammer in his left hand.



Time for sleep now.



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Sheilds and Sigils

15:47 Aug 04 2015
Times Read: 842


So much for research at the moment. Lets say you are traveling, from a distance, to your lovely intended destination and all of a sudden before you is a wall. What the hell?



Going up, down and around, the thing is just there everywhere. Going along you finally see a squiggly symbol thing, a sigil. Somebody has put the block between you and the previous mentioned loveliness.



Smashing it doesn't work. Zapping it nada. Nothing works. That sigil mocks you. What to do?



In this case the sigil is a lock and any lock can be picked. All you do is take apart the sigil. Most of them are layered, as they are made, via whatever incantations or spell work being used.



Its still a construct. So it can be deconstructed. Think of it like a puzzle. Once you get that first piece removed its all down hill.



Some will say that you need incantations and words and stuff. Words are just for focus. Remove the words and what are you left with? Action.



I have no clue why I am sharing this, felt the urge to do so. To whoever needs it , good luck.


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Book of Kells

15:22 Aug 04 2015
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Its research day. The Book of Kells written 1200 years ago is the item. A illuminated manuscript Gospel book in Latin, containing the four Gospels of the New Testament.



While the text isn't my focus, the decorations and pictures is the focus. Looking at these pics remind me of tarot cards. A book of shadows hidden in a Gospel book would be awesome don't ya think?



A lot of the designs remind me also of Ceremonial Magik. Priests tended to practice this type.


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Hooks

17:35 Aug 03 2015
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What the hell is a hook? A hook is like a line literally hooked into you, draining you off slowly or to keep you on a leash of sorts or both. By draining I do not mean someone is feeding.



Some are magikal in origin while others are spiritual in origin. Not everything on the other side is pixie dust and blowin sunshine.



The easiest way to get these hooks out of you is to just declare your intent/choice/will of not wanting them there. The stronger your will and all that, the faster the result. See those hooks release.



I keep saying "see" in a few things I write. That is because when you see, in your mind's eye, you are completing a action. No different than a physical one, just on a different level.


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Reminded

16:24 Aug 03 2015
Times Read: 860


A nifty lil book I read years ago called the "Kybalion". I was recently reminded of this book a few days ago. Those of you of a psychic bent may find some of the ideas contained within useful.



http://www.kybalion.org/kybalion.php


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