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Have you ever just sat in your room and cryed...?

cryed because you try and be who you are and not someone else and for that you get teased or shunned..well today i sat in my room and i just cryed..i cryed for the words he told me.cryed i had no one to hold me.i dont know why my heart hurts so much....people say to stop being so dramatic when i say my heart actually hurts....today i cryed for im a hurt little girl that everyone has abandoned,abuseand denied......i cryed to day as i watched as the tears fell on the note telling the world "goodbye"

and in the note it said

srry for causeing this drama,dont worry go on with you lives as you always have.i never wanted to leave like this but i am how i felt.all i ever wanted was love,a warm smile or a hug..it killed me inside the way everyone just hit me...i said baby" i love you" and not i have a black eye...why did i do wrong... i loved you all even tho no one in return loved me back...now i said goodbye ..tell my brothers please dont cry..i will always be by there side..ill be there wen the breez hugs them..please dont be sad.....i love you and you guys loved me...your the only reason i smile



by:velulana

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thevampire
13:05 Jun 25 2008

very strong, good poem.

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I can feel my eyes swelling and im holding back the tears my heart is breaking in two and its all because of you.

My mind cant focuse,My eyes cant see,My voice is quite ,quite as a mouse.

Im scared of you leaving me, I dont know what to do,I dont know where to go, I just want to be with you.

I cant think straight, My stomach hurts, I want to scream ,I want to cry, just let me be i want to die.

I want to dream like i did last night where everything was good and we werent in a fight,

I want to look you in the eyes and for you to hold me tight,never let me go kiss my haid and say youll be here for ever more



But then i remember it was only a dream it seems to me it was never ment to be..



by:veluna

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thevampire
13:05 Jun 25 2008

sad, but very descriptive, i like it.

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Sad is how i feel

hurt is what i am

cryed is what i did lastnight

dead to you i am



confused,lost and numb

ive lost my will to live each and every moment

cold,dark and alone

is what i have become



Im scared of being alone

but even with you i am alone



what did i say that made you hate me so

the bruses ,well no one knows..

they dont see the way i die.. all i can do is cry



by:veluna

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thevampire
13:06 Jun 25 2008

very good.

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As the demons asend from hell I open my heart to serve them.

The blood shed of a thousand sacrifices, opens the prison cell that awakens the true god.

As he puts his arm around me and calles me his daughter,I saw my true side.The side that I hid away in the shadows.

I felt the pain run through my vains and i smiled.

i looked in my heart and say an eternal black fire.

I yearnrd for the darkness in me to show.

I am a dark angel.

As i take flight at the darkest hours of the night i feel free..I am me

I love the pain ,I love the sadness.

For i am the dark angel.

daughter of satan



by:veluna

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xXanarchyfangsXx
15:53 Jun 24 2008

Loving all your entries!



Keep it coming, you sound very talented ^_^



xx

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thevampire
13:04 Jun 25 2008

i like this best 10+

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