Suicidal thoughts running through my head,
My broken heart needs to mend.
Look what you did,
You made me do it, dont even kid.
Knife, rope, pain, and pills,
Anything that kills.
Cut, slice, gush and bleed,
That nice feeling is all i need.
To end my life, make me dead,
I feel it now, that nice blood red
Flowing from my vein,
Making me insane.
Tie it, knot it, hang it from a tree,
Hanging myself might make me free.
Set me free from my life, this nightmare.
Wake me up, get me aware.
It's dark now, quiet too.
I'm starting to become new.
While drifting, disappearing, i see the light beam.
Then i wake up from my suicidal dream...
Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed
There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray
Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of no whereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread
Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
COMMENTS
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placidchaos
08:19 Jul 16 2008
Wow. Disturbingly wonderful.
demonlovesyou
09:26 Oct 19 2008
Both are very high class poems
and even on this person's profile page too...
min fond of reading poems...
I loved these poems...
This poem is shaken me totally.
DarklingFang
09:32 Jan 22 2009
this poem did what no other has ever done, brout a tear to my eye. very well wrote, the emotion flows frome the words like a stream.