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I wish I could put a headline.

Yet nothing can encapsulate my thoughts.

Big words.

I must be drunk.

But a headline would draw more viewers yes.

And sometimes I'm not sure if that's a good thing.

I'm on 2 favorite journal lists.

And I think even that is too much.

Will my poison infect those around me?

Sometimes I fear that it will.

Words and words.

Yet dispite what I was told words will never hurt you.

I prefer sticks and stones.

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NinaHeart
07:00 May 24 2015

Beautiful.

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I have so much chaos in my life sometimes I feel like I won't be able to find my way home.

I need to get a breathilizer lock on this journal.

I'm always surprised by what I find in the morning when I finally come to.

When they finally make an app for this placed I'm gonna be screwed😂😂😂

I just want the right girl to marry.

Haha no I'm lying.

I just need someone to understand the hate of myself and of others to just love me.

Too much to ask I know.

Especially when I myself can't love.

Ironic.

Can't love but can still suffer from it.

Is this the price of selling my soul?

All the years I've lived and I mean mortal years, and all the bullshit Ive been thru I've come to realize that friends and other relationships become a burden on your life.

I mean let's face it not many will be there for the little inconviences in your life.

Don't mind me.

Just drunken ramblings.

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NinaHeart
06:55 May 10 2015

I've been told when the right partner comes along, he/she will make life easier, not more difficult...

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Innocence.

Something I've never had.

I mean like never.

Not as a child.

Never as an adult.

Is this possible?

All children are innocent.

Are they not?

Yet I wasn't.

What does this mean for my life?

Or death?

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NinaHeart
08:45 May 08 2015

Yes, all children are innocent.

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Oodelollie
17:00 May 15 2015

Toddlers are assholes.

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