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Fuck you -.-
03:00 May 29 2007
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I am going to have a rant and I don't really fucking care if I sound emo or whatever.
I am entitled to the need to complain and cry if I need.
I am sick of everyone bitching to me how their lifes are so bad because I dunno... their bfs are mean to them or they had a fight with their parents. Woe woe. So fucking what. You still have a bf don't you. You still have parents don't you.
I am on the verge of doing something incredibly stupid and I can't give a fuck.
If I were to die, then ok whatever.
But there is only a few reasons why I won't kill myself. And it really saddens me that my friends aren't in those reasons. Maybe it's cause they keep betraying me or lying to me or going behind my back.
I don't know.
Argh you know what else I'm sick of. Being a fucking perk or viewing pleasure for people. I am not something at a museum to stare at or use or make sexual gestures to every second of the fucking day. Fuck off.
I'm sick of everyone telling me to be skinny. It's effecting me so fucking much and it's destroying me I guess. So congratulations to all the people who said I should be skinny. I hope you know I think of you when I force myself to throw up or when I starve myself and look at skinny girls in envy. I lost 6.6 pounds last week cause I wouldn't eat because I was afraid. And I love food. SO I hope you're happy. Cause I'm not.
Actually I'm so down right now I want mcdonalds to eat. (>.> *Just asked pop for mcdonalds* Yay he said yes.. )
It doesn't really matter I guess. All my life all people have done is remind me that I am just a speck in this world that not many people give two fucks about. Thank you to all the people that do give a fuck. You are the ones that do stop me being stupid.
Is it so hard to just let me live and try to make a difference? Yes I think it is.
Life is not hard, people just make it hard. And I'd appreciate if people would stop trying to run my life and making it hard for me.
Ok I'll stop for now.
*End of Rant*
Get the fuck over it...
11:29 May 25 2007
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Get the fuck over it.
Omg you didn't get invited to the movies. Woe woe. You know why? Because Ana doesn't like you. And you know that. So don't fucking cry to us. You never invite us to places and the one time we try to spend time with our other friend who we never see, you go and try and put the guilt trip on us.
Stop being fucking cry babies.
And the reason why half the time no one invites you anymore is cause you fucking ruin it usually by crying or acting like a hoe.
This was aim at more than one person and you know who you are.
And I really don't care if you block me or delete me or whatever cause I'm not dealing with this fucking shit right now.
Get over yourselves for the sake of everyone else.
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