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Bare footed steps of child like innocence

echo through my mind as a sickening reminder

that I walk through each night, alone.



Droplets of memories reflecting smiles filled

with the warm love of past embraces,

sing a drip drop of tragedy down

into my heart, painting the color of

my soul.



I crushed the bright dreams of love

everlasting, eternal happiness and

the stuff valentine's cards are made

of in-between my small hands.



To fall like shattered glass against the

dirty floor that is my world.

Mocking me with shards of kisses,

roses, and sweet whispers of nothing.



With every step I take, a choking

desire to feel all that I despise creeps

up from my chest into my throat, like

a snake hissing words of passion, with

a hint of betrayal so enticing.



And I wonder, will I ever meet him?

The man who's love runs just as pure

and deep as my own. Who could

love me with the fury of honesty and

the sincerity of loyalty.



The night only gets darker, as I continue

to walk alone, sneering into the world

with a secret desire, for a comforting

familiar hand to hold. One that I would

never let go.



Rip the mask of hate from my face,

drown my screams of anger in soft

words of compassion. Stand by my

side in this puzzle of life, hop scotch

through the missing pieces with me.



Walk on my path through the flames of

lessons learned, step with me on the coals

of mistakes made.

Drink fuel from the cup of things to come,

then gamble with a kiss on futures unknown.





I promise I won't ever let you get burnt.

Casting pale light

draining color from

faces of the world



Frozen whispers

promise icy demise

Shivering into

silent white embraces



Fear shatters beneath

kisses of numb against skin

Winter sucks life

into the beauty of death,



Alluring seas of snow

swallow enemies

While rebirth grows



Under the blanket of despair