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my mother pisses me off so bad sometimes. My dad called me the other night. he asked what i was doing for christmas break and i told him that i was hoping to come up to tenn. to visite w/ him and my bro for break. He said he would be willing to come pick me up and to meet my mom half way to bring me back. this would be the first christmas and my first birthday i would get to spend w/ him and davy but i don't kno if i'm even gonna get to go. i asked my mom if it was alright if i went up there and she just gave me the guilt trip w/ this look like i had just killed santa clause or somthing and and then said "So then you. . ." and she stoped. i kno she doesn't like my dad. hell nobody from my mom's side likes my dad. it wasn't his fault he left when i was 5. and i've been told repeatedly that he's tried several times to get in touch w/ me over the years. i've forgiven him for leaving i just don't understand why my mom has to be this way about it. the entire summer i spent w/ dad he never said one bad word agenst my mom or step-dad or anyother member of my mom's side of my family but ever sense i've been home which is what? like over 4 months now? all my mom can do is talk bad about my dad's family. i've never herd her say one bad word agenst him until i got the chance to meet him and get to kno him a year ago this december. i don't understand why she has to be this way and i hate her for it. i just wish she would stop.

DAMN IT!!!!!!



Nov. 8th, 2005