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I am looking to make some new friends, someone I can come online and just chat to. I find it difficult to make friends in real life, so I am looking to make friends online.

I wonder if I will even be able to make friends online. I used to find it so easy to talk to people and interact, but now I struggle to find things to talk about. Now I find it a struggle to just put the effort forth to type a simple response. What has happened to me? Why am I so broken now? How do I fix myself?

It has been going well so far with the new guy I have been seeing. We have been on 4 dates so far, and I really like him. We have a lot in common and we get along really well. I hope that we can continue going on dates, spending time together, and getting to know one another better. We have been talking for a total of three weeks now.

I do not want to rush into anything with him, but so far having someone to go on dates with has been nice. It really sucks feeling so alone, but this new guy has helped that lonely feeling fade away.

The second date went really well. We spent over 4 hours just talking and getting to know one another, it was amazing. We seem to have a lot in common, and its refreshing. I am really looking forward to the next time that I get to seem him. He gives me butterflies in my stomach, and I haven't felt that in a very long time.

So, I have met someone new. A lovely man who so far has treated me very kindly. We have been on one date so far and tomorrow we are going on our second date. We have been chatting through text all week. We have a lot in common, which is awesome. I have told him that I do not want to rush into anything and want to be friends first, and to know one another on an intellectual level before anything else.

We are going out for dinner tomorrow, which will be a lot of fun. He is taking me out to try Pho, which I am a bit nervous about because I have never tried it before. He says its a type of Vietnamese soup. Should be interesting!

Things are slowly getting better. I do not feel like crying uncontrollably anymore. I am healing and getting back on my feet. I've been keeping busy and keeping my mind from wandering to unhappiness. If I do not keep busy, that is when it really hits me. The emotions come and go like waves.

Tonight I am going for some dinner with an old friend from elementary school. I haven't seen him since school, so it should be interesting to see how much he has changed and grown. I hope we have a good time. It is always nice to get out of the house and do things.