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To say I am depressed would be an understatement. I feel close to an emotional break down. I'm feeling exhausted and am about to break into a thousand tiny pieces. The pieces will be too small to glue or mend back together.

I feel fat like a cow, emotional, unwanted, unattractive and the list goes on. My partner hasn't made love to me in over a week now, this is hitting my self esteem hard. I already feel unattractive, so this just adds to it.

He says he loves me. He made me breakfast in bed this morning. He cuddled with me all day. He bought me food and drinks. This is not enough for me it seems. I want to make love, not just say "I love you" like we always do. It is not the same. I did not think this was much to ask for, but apparently I am wrong.

I just want to feel him close and feel his lips upon my own. I want to be loved to the furthest extent. I want to be shown that I am beautiful and desirable. Is this too much to ask for from the father of my unborn child? I do not think so...