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I am so tired of hearing terrorist. we should call them enimies, because they are, they fight us, using whole countries to make there own crazy convictions come to fruition. How much compassion do we have to have for a very large group of people who would rather figure it out on there own than have us there? Do i feel bad when i see the starving pictures, or the dead babies in the street? DUH.. but im not stupid enough to switch my own child for that one out of political correctness or "compassion". If we are going to be there, and help them so much, we should get more than a freakin kudos for it. Name them enimies, and tax them ... the UN is obviously not the orginazation we thought it was, back in highschool. The idea didnt work the first time because its HUMAN nature to fight. and to Win is where we should come out on top, not still searching bunkers, or trying to Make people be more "civilized". I say fuck them. and then we wont have Near as much international debt.. I like the way i live. Iam Dam happy. I dont agree with everyone else here but im sure a lot of peoplpe think im nutz as a box of cracker jacks... Makes life intersting!!! I like seeing the mormons walking together to go to where ever.. makes me smile, cuz yeah, most of them ARE really that happy just ot be togheter. I Like to see the red neck cowboys drinking beer, at a freakin night club. America is a free place, it COULD be freeer, but right now its Free enuf to let me say all this aint it? So Lets keep lines clear, Us-them We are not the big brother of the world, we should embrasse who ever really wants to come here and Live like us, but totaly spurn off the basterds who would reach out agaisnt us. I know no one reads this so im not going to spell check it, or worry about anyone who reads it geting all pised at me. But i hope you all come home soon and i hope you all are safe. And i hope desprately that all this bull shit will be over enough to Not worry weather or not one day My kids going to get killed because we pissed off a dip shit in a position of power, and ignigted a "conflict", or war, over us stickeing our noses in places there not saposed to be anyway. Shit, I under stand there all pissed off, as a poele not as a "terrorist" type thing, that there are Infidels on there ground.. i got issues like that too!! stay ur ass outta my circle, ya get me? The suffering they have in there countries are of there own making.. they are RIChER than most of us, and there Laws are Diffrent and Accptible to the ones who live there obviously because they followed them for a long ass time with out bitching. And so we went there and helped them ellect, a governtment, fine i can deal. but thye need to figure the rest out on there own, Wisdom isnt sold.

Im done. Its just been a while. I get so frustrated when 911 comes up because it wasnt even the first time he hit us.

Night Me, Sleep well I.

Im starting a new/old job.. i can only hope the crazy lady i used to work with is on her head meds. Roly fuckin Poly. I do like th boss tho, hes a nice guy. Never wanted me to leave in the first place. i role a tight sandwich. My kids got tomany friends. there eating all my pop cicles. i like country.. i really do always have like country music, gotta have my hard stuff tho. People i hate still breathe, people i love dont; so i try to look at life with realistic eyes. it aint fair, so dont play fair. By the way regret is something easily turned in to life lessons. sounds much better that way. I feel full of angst tonight. my mind is racing around a bunch o stuff. schools starting soon.. i hate being a room mom, i feel like im surrounded by scary verisons of the stepford wives. but i love my kid more than i hate that. its time to fix my torch head.. i cant do my glass beads with out a new one. i need to sell this jewelery. do i have time for a flea market? hell no

Ps if there are readers out there.. dont bother to try to follow along its like total chaos in here.

I love my husband.. i really do, but he has never let me have him my way.. ahem. i talked to him about it... for a long long while now. Hes never gonna let me bite him ever sience his first experiance went so badly... nipple still bares the scars of this stoooooooopid bitches teeth. I wish i could get my hands on her.. I Do belive i might just rember how i was when i was a kid... viloent and sadistic.. werid how people change some but, not all aspects of there more negative aspects. He wont even bite me very hard.. i mean no red mark even. They have vibrators... why not bite-a-tors or something.. but come on, most of us know its not the same just having some perverted hair clippie attached to our necks is absoultly nothing like a bite. from another living~ person. I know that to him my body is sacred in a diffrent way than it is to me, so i respect that. But it sucks. Its worth it though, to have some one who makes great love to you, supports you when you go crazy,( at least once a month) takes care of your child even though he diddnt have to. and when he just holds me, it can feel like enough to hold off the need for the pain and the blood... wich i still get to some extent at any rate. on my own behalf, of course.. i dunno, what im writeing about, i really dont care if anyone dose this time. Its just something i have to get out. I just have to write about it so i can let off that pressure that builds up in your chest like when you need a ciggarett. and that folks is why i like to write in here.. cuz hell, im not ashamed, and everyone knows so " if it makes me feel better and there to dumb to know the diffrence"... ya get me?

lol peace and wisdome to ya all

dang, there was a lady shelly on here and and i was like damn near positive that it was my sister in real life, lol so i was leaving her a message bout bring me home some bloomin onions or something stoooopid im sure and i get to reading her profile and bamb... total stranger. just clicked the wrong button. i do that a lot, one time all i did was delet one lil program, looked like something id never use... BAMB whole computer has giant shit... took me for ever to realize all i had to do was take it back out of the recycle bin. yeah kids... pot dosnet kill brain cells.. nope not at all..((cough cough)) im so bored. im thinking about writing a article, so im gonna go reread that VR manual again. have a good night me. thank you self you have a good night too.

This is a crazy entry, but as far as i know its my journal right? I went out to night after work with a riend of mine, we call her ally.. lol, and im bi and married, so its like were totaly platonic, but i get the warm fuzzys and stuff for her, so she let on that she likes a little biteing now and again, and i almsot went to far, we closed the bar down and she walked me to my car , i was so ready to just freakin bite her it was unreal. but thats the same as cheating in real life, so i took a deap breath and let it be a hug. its weird. some poeple i look at and id never even think of biteing them, for fun or sex or what ever it lead to, but others the moment i meet them i feel this tug to taste them in a lot of ways... well. i feel better now. PS if anyone ever gets around to reading this. drop me a line, i was kinda wondering if this is only me feeling this way or what.

Wyld

ill be here for a while.. this is a very very nice site. i need to re read the rules and increase my status.... well its day of harvest so to ngiht i harvest of my self, tis place brings back memorys when i was free to bite on the whim.

ive even already met some intersting people. too bad about the message limit thing tho. .. cant wait to bite you LadyShelly... hehehe i bet im sweeter than you ;P PS, ur kid was so good today he made me proud.. he needs a suprise!